I'm woken up by BamBam. "Mark!" I hush him as Jackson stirs beside me. I hold my breath and he falls back asleep. "You guys sleep together?" He asks quietly. "Yeah. Anyway, what's wrong?" BamBam shows me his phone, excited.
New Group: Got7 hits top charts over night.
I never noticed Jackson woke up and started to read beside me. "Woah! Oh my god!" I turn towards him and he leans forward at the same time. His lips press against the corner of my mouth and I blush, turning away. He blushes as well. BamBam smiles and claps. "I ship it."
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Jackson has been touching his lips a lot. I hope he wasn't disgusted. "Why do you keep touching your lips?" Jin-young asks. "He kissed Mark. Without meaning to- but kissed him." Yugyeom squeals in excitement. I blush and he rolls his eyes. "You like him don't you? That's why you went to kiss his cheek." Jackson turns bright red. "No!" He denies and Jaebum laughs. "Oooooo! Jackson likes Mark!" Jackson groans.
"Fine! What if I do like Mark?" I freeze and blush rises in my cheeks. I get up and leave the room. "Mark! I-" I lock myself in our room and curl up on my bed. He likes me! My crush for quite awhile likes me!
Jackson
He runs out and I bring my knees to my chest. Tears overflow my eyes and I start crying. "He hates me." I mumble. "I'm sure that's not it Jackson. He needed to think. I bet if you go to him right now- he will say the same." I never noticed Yugyeom left the room. "No. No, he hates me. Hates me." I sob and Jaebum sighs. "Who said I hate you?" I freeze and he sits beside me. "Jackson, stop crying. You're my best friend- I can never hate you." I lean into the hug he gives me next. "I just needed to take this in. I'm not used to it, Jackson. My whole life everyone hated me. It's weird to me." I look at him and he smiles, sending my heart into a race. Mark feels that and blushes.
"Do you like him, Mark?" Mark blushes and looks down, whispering something. "What was that?" BamBam asks. "Yes." He squeaks, turning more red. I lift his chin with my finger and search his face. I shut my eyes and lean in for it. His eyes flutter shut right before our lips touch. His are so soft and quite plump. I kiss him normally before realizing this was Mark's first kiss. He tries but it's not exactly right. But still I find pleasure into his kisses.
I pull away for air and smile at him. Mark looks away but more with insecurity. "Mark?" I question, grabbing his hands. "What's wrong?" He avoids my gaze. "Nothing." Then it clicked. "Hey, you did amazing. Stop that." I meet eyes with him and he gently grabs my face. I straighten up a bit. He leans in for another and I close my eyes. He kisses me and slowly starts to learn. The boys left to give us privacy. Mark rubs my inner and upper thigh. I moan softly, "Mark that turns me on." I whisper hotly and he blushes. He plays with his fingers. I do the same thing he did to me and he moans, his voice muffled by my hand. "Damn your loud. Id like to see how you are in bed." My fingers brush over his actual crotch making hips buck. "Needy." I kiss his ear.
"Jackson, please." He starts to take off my shirt. "Not here. Come on." I pull him to our room and shut the door. I press Mark up. Our lips press together and he takes off my shirt. I pull his off and pull his small body closer. "Jackson!" He moans, pulling my hair as I caress his ass. He jumps, wrapping his legs around my waist. He's so sensitive- making it hotter.
"You're so needy. You're going to be my only." He moans softly at my voice and I growl. I pull off his pants and I almost drool over his bulge. He's fuckin huge for his size. I push him on the bed and straddle him, stripping him down. I grind my clothed crotch on his now naked on. "Damn it! Jackson! Ah!" He moans and I tug at his ear. "Ah! O-O-" I bite down as a warning. He takes my jeans off, with my boxers. I grab his member and he moans. "Oppa! Please!" I kiss along his thighs, giving him hickeys.
"Oppa!" I take his member in my mouth. "Ah! Yes!" He moans and I silently hope no one can hear his cries. "Shhh, baby." He whimpers. He's too insecure. "I'm sorry." He whimpers, tears filling his eyes. "Baby, you're amazing. I would've loved it if we are alone but we aren't, babe." I nip at his ear and he blushes, remembering the boys are home. I grab lube and gently prepare the both of us. "Just try not to scream." I whisper and stretch him. He lets out soft moans and pants. "Ow!" He cries and I jump back. I hurt him and I don't know how. "J-Jackson." He mumbles and I shake my head. "I hurt you."
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That night I refused to sleep with Mark. I slept in my actual bed. All night I couldn't sleep because of Mark crying. Again- insecure. I woke up the next morning, cold. Mark is already up and eating. He reached out to touch me and I back away. "Don't touch me." I squeak and his eyes fill with hurt. "I'm just going to hurt you." I finish and leave.
Just going to hurt you.
