Part 7

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J u s t i n ' s  P o v

After what Ariana told me, I just couldn't take it anymore. I'm sure you would act the same way if someone told you the exact same thing.

I went into my bathroom and shut the door because it was simply just all too much for me. If I'm feeling like this, then it must be way harder for her. It just shatters my heart into pieces knowing all that she's been through, which caused her pain.

Too much pain.

I broke down into a sobbing mess as I slide my back against the bathroom door. I really care about Ariana, and she means everything to me.

After me crying for a couple of minutes, I realized that she needs comfort and I'm over here crying like the big baby that I am. I got up from my position, wiped my tears, and opened up the bathroom door to see Ariana curled up on my bed in fetus position, hearing her silently cry.

Guilt instantly strucked me as I see she's in pain without no one to comfort her, which should be me. I make my way towards my bed and softly cuddle up on her and while I was doing so, she flinched.

"It's okay baby. It's just me." I softly say to her. She turns on her side to be faced with me. "I'm s-sorry," She says to me while she still cries her little heart out.

"For what princess?" I questionably ask her as I move a piece of her hair out of her face, wiping her tears at the process. "Just for e-everything. I d-didn't mean to cause you p-pain." Ariana studders as she looks down.

I gently pick her chin up with my index finger and tell her, "Don't be sorry, you didn't cause me any pain." I say while looking into her red puffy eyes. "B-but Justin, I made you cry." She said. "Who wouldn't cry after hearing that? You did nothing wrong." I softly tell her.

She starts crying more, and as I see that in front of my eyes, I engulf her into my arms. "Shhh," I soothingly say as I stroke her hair. As she crys, I start to feel my shirt get wet.

I gently lay us back down on my bed as she lays her head down on my pectoral and snuggles more into my side. I look up at the ceiling and just think about everything that has happened. My poor little angel doesn't deserve pain in her life.

It sounded like Ariana stopped crying, so I thought that she was asleep, but after me thinking that, she slowly lifts her head up with her body, getting in a sitting position on my bed.

"I need to finish with what I was saying earlier." Ariana tells me as she wipes her last remaining tears from her beautiful face.

I sit up as she tells me that. It pains me to hear about what she's been through, but I have to listen to what she has to say for her sake.

She grabs my hands into her small little ones as she begins to speak. "Um, so as I was saying earlier about, um, me thinking about suicide, I thought about it many times, but I couldn't seem to do it simply because I was too scared to do it myself." She tells me, looking down once again.

"And so I just kept letting my father hit me because I was surly too weak to fight back to that- that monster." She angrily says as the end. I gently squeeze her hands to give her some kind of comfort. "I would always have to put on loads of makeup so no one would find out or suspect anything, and I just hated it, I hated everything,"

"My father, the one that helped raised me, the one that used to take me to get ice cream, the one who would always tickle me if I was frowning, became a monster....to his- his own daughter." She sadly tells me.

I wipe one of my tears quickly from my face for her not to see, and put my hand back in hers after. "He destroyed me Justin," She says to me as she looks up to me with her glossy eyes.

As tears start falling from her eyes, I gently kiss each one of them away.

After a moment, she continues on. "And just recently, he tried doing something that absolutely shocked me. a few nights ago at my house, I took a shower and got dressed in my usual night wear and just wanted to go to sleep after that.

And after I heard the front door open to my house, I quickly got into my bed not wanting my father to disturb me. I heard footsteps approaching my room and each second that passed, I grew more scared of what was going to happen." She tells me as she looked deep in thought.

"And as I heard my door open, my heart was beating really fast like it wanted to explode out of my chest. And I pretended to be asleep, thinking that he wouldn't do anything if I was sleeping. And as I felt him sit on the side of my bed, he started stroking my cheek."

"And the next actions that he did made me really shocked like I said, and I couldn't believe it." After she said that, I was scared to know about what next she was going to say.

"He tried to rape me, Justin." She sadly, but bluntly tells me while staring right into my eyes, waiting for my response.

After she finished that sentence, my blood was boiling to the limit and I kept clenching my jaw non-stop while clenching my fists in the process after taking them out of Ariana's hold.

"That little fucker." I gritted angrily with a low growl. As I was expecting Ariana to scold me about my foul language, she didn't. Glad she agrees.

"I swear I'm gonna kill him." I spat out angrily. "Who the fuck does he think he is trying to rape his own fucking daughter?! He deserves to be taught a lesson from these fists!" Ariana started holding my hands and as she did, I flinched out of anger.

I took my hands out of hers as I got up from my bed. She then looked up at me with confusion written all over her face. I turned my back on her and started to angrily walk out of my room with me needing to get out of here when all of a sudden, something made me instantly stop.

"Justin? I need you.."

What those words did to me, I couldn't explain.

I slowly turn back towards her as I was met with her hopelessly looking at me with tears pouring down her angelic face.

My heart shattered into a million pieces after I saw that. I quickly made my way back to her on my bed as I lay her down on me and stoke her hair, gently kissing her forehead. "It's okay baby, I'm never leaving you. I'm right here." I softly tell her, hearing quiet sniffles from all the crying that she's been doing.

The whole night, I kept on whispering sweet nothings to her until she finally fell asleep with me admiring her and falling asleep in the process.

My beautiful angel.

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