Scared To Let Go (Scared To Go Sequel)

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Here is the first chapter to the sequel of Scared To Go. Finally right? I apologize for the delay, being a student-athlete in college is a little challenging with balancing my free time. I'm sure some of y'all understand, but here you go.

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August

It was a sunny afternoon as I decided on takin' lah' Aug to the park to play.

"Babe, you think Tati would let us get Jr for the weekend?" Alauna, my girlfriend asked.

"I'on know, why'on you ask her?" I replied as she sighed.

"Ummmm, you still fucking with her on that level? I know you don't got me watching her son while y'all still fucking?" She questioned wit' attitude present in her voice. I licked my lips befo' replyin'.

"No, I ain't fuckin' her." I sighed. "Why you gon ask me somethin' like dat?" I questioned lookin' at her through my glasses.

"Just had to make sure." She rolled her eyes.

"You would know if I was fuckin' her'." I said as I turned to see where Aug was at. Slidin' down the slide and chasin' afta' anotha' kid.

"See, shit like that is why I question you." She started. "You know what? I'm not even about to argue with you August." She said as she checked on her niece, Aveonna, who was sleep in her car seat.

"Then don't." I mumbled as I got up.

"Where you going?!" She questioned as I waved her off and kept walkin'.

"Wassup play boy?" Skinny said as I walked towards him as he pushed his infant daughta' on the swings.

"Shit, too much." I sighed.

"You talk to Jac and them."

"Nah, they said they was headin' ta Rome's tonight."

"Shit, I'm down."

"You always down." I looked at him. "I'm thinkin' bout having J stay wit' me."

"Now you know Tati ain't gon let that happen." He chuckled.

"Laana lookin' this way?" I questioned.

"Yeah, she staring hella hard."

"She thinkin' me and Tati still foolin' round."

"Well shit, is y'all?" He looked at me. "You rememba' what happened last time you was with her ass?" He laughed. "Ooooh August." He mimicked Tati's moans, laughin' afta'.

"Nigga shut up." I pushed him. "That was a long time ago. Befo' Laana came into the picture."

"Nigga shut that shit now. You still love Tati."

"Neva' said I didn't. She the motha' ta my son, so of course I still love her. Took a lot of shit fa me ta even fuck wit' her."

"So you tellin' me you would get back with her? If she gave you another chance?"

"Nah, I ain't sayin' allat and whatchu mean anotha' chance, Tati still wants me. If I wanted her ass, I def wouldn't be ova' here playin' wit' Alauna bean head ass."

"That's what you thinkin'. From what Diamond sayin', Tati got a new nigga in the picture." He said causin' me to look his direction. "Look at you." He said laughin'. "Talkin' bout you don't care bout gettin' wit' her, got you breakin' ya neck to see what I'm talkin' bout."