Scared To Let Go (Scared To Go Sequel)

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The man HIMSELF up above! 😎 Just wanted to let you all know that I appreciate you all. I know I haven't updated much but I got a lot on my mind with this book and my NEW book Loyalty. So if y'all just hang in there, things are about to get going with this book again.

Now on to the story!

-Bornsinna

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Tatiana

It was like we missed each other so much, the way he held my body as he filled me with every bit of pleasure. His slow, short strokes just made my body weak as he kissed and licked all on my neck.

"I love you." He spoke against my neck as he pushed all of himself into me.

"I love you more." I whimpered out as he grabbed my hips and gave me fast strokes.

"Tati?" I woke up to Derrick looking at me confused. "You okay?" He questioned. "You jumping in your sleep."

"Yeah." I sat up. "I just had a weird dream." I rubbed my eyes. "What time is it?" I questioned.

"It's almost one in the morning." He said.

"I'ma go get some water." I sighed as I got outta bed. After getting a bottle of water and making my way back to the room, I grabbed my phone checking it. For some reason why I expected a text from August. I put my phone down and got back under my covers as I prepared to get some more sleep.

"Better?" Derrick asked me as he turned the light off and snuggled up behind me.

"Yeah. I hope so." I said.

"Goodnight." He said.

*

"So what is going on with you?" Kristin asked.

"Girl, nothing much. Just been getting life together, I guess." I said as we sat at the kitchen table in my apartment.

"Mmhmm." She said.

"Hey Tati." Derrick said coming outta my room. "Hey Kristin." He greeted her.

"Hey Derrick." She said.

"I have to go. I'll call you tonight." He said as he came up to me and put a kiss on my temple. "Later Kristin." He said as he left.

"So I see things are going good with you and Derrick." She started.

"I guess." I shrugged.

"What you mean you guess?" She questioned.

"I just don't know." I admitted. "I like Derrick but spending these last few months checking up on August after the shooting, we've gotten close."

"You falling for August again?"

"I guess. I mean we spent the whole day together with little August and when I dropped him off, we kissed."

"Oh shit Tati!" She said shocked.

"Would you keep your voice down?" I questioned.

"Mommy, I'm hungry." Little August said coming out his room.

"Okay baby, Mommy's gonna get you something to eat." I said. "Go watch cartoons."

"So what are you gonna do?" Kristin asked.

"I have no idea but I know things aren't gonna come up like that from me and August." I said as my phone started ringing. Picking it up, it was August. "Speaking of the devil."

"Hello?" I answered.

"Hey Tati. I'm jus' callin' to check up on ya." He spoke into the phone.

"Thanks, I'm fine."