Underneath the Showers Spray

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They say fake it till you make it

Well I’ve tried and it doesn’t work

These fake smiles

Don’t make me happy

And all the while

I feel like dirt

The tears still keep coming

And the thoughts never stop

I still stand underneath the shower’s spray

Debating whether or not to cut

Yeah I said it

The razors blade still taunts me

Telling me to suck it up

That the pain won’t go away

Not even with a little cut

So this time it’ll be big

Go big or go home right?

I’ll stop all my fake pretenses

And call off all the laughter

So I leave you now, on my way to Death Valley

Shows over guys, this is the finale.

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