Hello there, I hope you still remember me. I was the girl who stayed up until midnight to listen how your day went although I didn't tell you I have a fever that night. I was the girl who quit in the sorority initiation process because I knew we had to smoke to get accepted; but you hated smokers so I decided not to continue. I was the girl whom you ran on to when you had problems and when your anxiety was bothering you. I remember how you used to ask if you can hold my hand because it made you feel better. Then, I was also the girl who still stayed when I noticed your replies were getting shorter as time passed by. The girl who sneaked in class just to reply to your messages. The girl who knows which of your smiles were fake, and which jokes of yours were actually true.
And yes, I'm also the girl who made a surprise visit to you one night, bringing your favorite food because I know you needed it after a tiring day. But it seems like you were already fine kissing another girl on your couch, with her hands touching you everywhere, pretending she knows your body and soul. I shouldn't have disturbed.
Do you remember me now?
I was the girl who loved you not because you said that you love me, but because you showed that you loved me. And I hope I should've known in the first place where I stood in your life... And that time, I guess I was simply the one who doesn't mind being a hopeless silly little fool for you.
But now, please do remember me as the girl who loved you truly, but finally moved on.
