Confusion

The beginning

*first day of school*
I walk into the front doors of the school and it's a mad house already, ugh I hate school. I walk past the jocks and no surprise there's Alex, he starts following me.

"Maggie. Magz, please just listen to me"
"I've heard it all Alex, 'it was a mistake' and you're so sorry. How could it be a mistake? You slept with my sister 8 times. Also, I'm confused, don't we have about 30 new girls in our grade? What are you doing still talking to me when you have so many new girls to chat up then fuck up? Bye Alex."

He stops following me and I can almost hear the shock. But who cares I don't need him in my life. While I'm getting lost in my thoughts, the bell goes off.  "Great I'm already la-"
"Are you going to History now?"
I look around me and finally see this gorgeous girl and get a weird feeling, "Um yea, hi I'm Maggie."
She looks at me and smirks, "I've heard, don't worry all very good things. I'm Claudia Toran by the way and I'm just adding in that I'm 16 - I failed a grade. Now come on we're gunna be late Maggie."

We finally get to History and sit next to each other at the back.
"So Maggie, what's your story? I mean I've heard a version but I wanna know the real one"
"My story... I didn't know I had one. Well over the summer I spent a lot of time with this guy Alex and I thought we were going really well but turns out he was effing my sister..."
"Oh, um I'm really sorry" and she gives a little giggle
"Is something funny about that?"
"No no - it's just that if Alex did that to someone like you he's so stupid that it's funny."
"W-what do you mean someone like me?"
"By someone like you I mean someone as hot and beautiful as you." After she said that she gave me a wink.
"Are you always so smooth?"
"No I'm just really interested by you"

Then of course Mr Thomas tells everyone to quiet down, do I ever get a break? I sat there for the rest of the lesson staring at Claudia, how could someone be so gorgeous and smart? Wait what am I thinking, I like boys and if my mom ever found out I felt this way about a girl - she'd kill me... Although Claudia really made me feel more special than any boy ever has and I've only known her for about an hour. Ah she's so perfect.
"-miss forgit..."
I'm snapped out of my daydream as quick as ever, "Yes?"
"Do you have something to share with the class?"
"Um no...What do you mean?"
"Well you're just sitting the staring at miss Toran and smiling?"
"Oh I was thinking about something else... Sorry..." And the bell goes off and I'm the last to leave the classroom.

At the end of the day I see Claudia walking out the school doors and I quickly run up to her "hey Claudia um I just wanted to say, remember in History when I said I was thinking of something else?"
"Yes I remember clearly"
"I wasn't" I start to blush
"Aren't you cute, do you want a ride home?"
"Please."

We walk to her car and we were quiet for a bit then she breaks the ice.
"Magz, I was wondering is you'd want to go on a date with me?"
I look at her and my heart starts pounding really fast, "um here's the thing - I really want to like you're  really hot and amazing but I've never dated a girl before..."
"Oh, well I could tell. So is that a no?"
"No. It's a definitely."

And we arrive at a house that isn't mine... "Claudz this isn't my house?"
"I know, it's mine"
"Not that I don't want to be here, I'm just confused..."
"Well you know you said yes to a date so our first date is gunna be watching movies and cuddling"

I honestly felt like I was gunna die from excitement, I don't know how but this girl has already got me in too deep. She grabs my hand and pulls me towards the front door. We walk inside still holding hands and I see her mom cooking "Oh hi Claudz who's this pretty person?"
"Her names Maggie and she is kinda stunning hey? Mom we're gunna be downstairs in my room okay"
"Okay honey but leave the door open"

Her mom knows she's les? Woah I already like this family. I get downstairs and lie on her bed while she suggests movies, "Barbie, fifty shades-"
"CLAUDIA!" Her mom says
"I was only joking mom" and she laughs. I think everytime she laughs and smiles I've been falling.
And I guess I was just smiling at her again because suddenly she's lying next to me and asks if she can kiss me. "Only after you put Barbie on" and we both laugh.
"I think that's possible" she says
She did it so quickly and there we were, kissing... I've never kissed a girl before. She gets on top of me and sits up. "Maggie I know we're kinda moving really fast but you're special and I want you to be my girlfriend."
I smile and pull her back to me and kiss her passionately. "So is that a yes?"
I giggle and say "I think if I don't become your girlfriend I might die."