My safety blanket

Chapter 4

I'd made it home and was currently sitting on the floor or my shower with the hot water running over my body as I tried to hold back tears.  

Never did I think it would be so hard without that mind twisting girl.

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"NICOOOLLLLEEEEEEEE" Tiarna yelled from down the hall.

"WHAAAATTTTT!?" I yelled back as I heard her running up the hall to my room.

"I NEED TO PEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" Tiarna yelled opening my door.

"Well you know where the toilet is" I gave her a 'duh' look, she nodded her head then ran off to the toilet... I don't think I'll ever understand her.

Seconds later Tiarna returned with pizza. "I thought you went to the toilet, not the pizza shop?" I laughed as she sat beside me on my bed with the pizza.

"Oh yeah.. I forgot to go, the pizza man distracted me..." She took a bite of the pizza and stood up quickly. "I still need to pee" she yelled as she ran off. Oh deary me.

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I had gotten out of the shower and was now dressed. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened earlier with Samantha and thoughts kept going through my mind about tonight. Saying that i was trator going tonight without Tiarna. I couldn't go tonight. I can't go without my Tiarna, if that means not meeting the boys of our dreams, then so be it. I couldn't do it without her.

To Zayn:

'Hey, I'm sorry but I can't come tonight. Have a great show though (: x'

I sent Zayn a message thinking that I should let him know i won't be there after all.

I blow dried my hair and let it sit in its natural soft waves. I put on a little foundation and went to see what there was for lunch.  

After realizing mum gave me money for pizza because there is absolutely nothing to eat in the house, I order pizza.

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*Ding Dong. Ding Dong* 

The door bell rang and I grabbed the money on the table guessing it was the pizza man at the door.  

But I was wrong..

"Zayn?" I asked as my eyes met his.

"Hi... This is your pizza. I just got off the pizza guy as I was walking to your door and don't worry about it, I paid for it." He smiled weakly handing me my pizza.

"I'll just pay you then for it." I said handing him the money.

"No, it's fine. Don't worry about it." Zayn smiled not taking the money.

"Ok then. Well why are you here? Don't you have an interview or somewhere to be?" I questioned his presence.

"No I actually have the day off other than concert tonight that I have to be at, at 5. And I came to see how you are." Zayn shuffled his feet around with his hands in his pockets. Dymn why is he so attractive!?

"Fair enough. Want to come in then? I've got pizza" I smiled sweetly, moving aside so he can come in.

We sat on the lounge room floor in silence for a moment while we started eating the pizza.  

"Why can't you come tonight?" Zayn asked and I froze. I had forgotten that I told him I wasn't going.

"I a- I just.. Hmm.. I can't do it. I can't go without her." I looked down at the piece of pizza in my hand and put it down, wiping my hands on the serviettes and I had placed on the coffee table.