My safety blanket

Chapter 12

Zayn's POV

"When do you leave?" Her soft quiet delicate voice spoke turning my focus from the tv to her beautiful face.

"In about 3 weeks.." My voice was husky and quiet.

I heard her sigh and I pulled her into my arms, securing them tightly around her. I loved the way she just fitted into my arms. It felt good to have her in my grip, making sure no one could hurt her. I was falling for her...Hard. But i couldn't. I'll be going back to London soon, where I live and she will be here in Australia. Where she lives. I let out a sigh and left a kiss on the top of her head. Smiling instantly. The feelings this girl had on me was crazy.

"Zayn.. Will we still talk?" Nicole sounded worried.

"Of course" I reassured her. "We can Skype all the time, I'm not going to leave you. We will talk about everything and you can still talk to about all the little things that get you worked up and I will listen and try to help as much as I can, and you can tell me the most random things that have happened." I smiled down at her softly, a gorgeous smile taking over her face and she lent up to me and placed a kiss on my cheek. Butterfly's erupted in my stomach and I couldn't stop it. I smiled widely at her and she did the same back. I know I've only known her for like 2 weeks, but it's something about her that I can't resist. She makes me feel peaceful, happy, energetic. These feelings that are developing, are developing fast and I can't stop them.

Her ocean blue eyes sparkled as i stared into them, wanting to remember every detail of them. Without thinking I lent over her, connecting our foreheads. She bit her lip and it drove me crazy. Her pink luscious lips were so inviting, I placed mine onto hers, cupping her face in my hand. She responded, kissing me back instantly. New butterflies had formed and weren't planning on leaving any time soon.

Our lips moved in sync, she tasted just as beautiful and sweet as she is. The feeling I got from her was nothing I've ever experienced before, I just wanted to have her with me forever.

I broke away. Her eyes didn't move from mine, nor mine from hers. She was so beautiful that beautiful wasn't the right word anymore.

"Sorry.." My senses kicked in as I pulled away and looked away from her. I can't feel this way about her. There's no way this would've meant the same to her as it does for me, she doesn't feel the same for me as I do for her. I'm leaving soon anyway. I can't just declare my feelings then pack up and leave her, I live in London.. She lives here in Australia, the other side of the world to me. I couldn't put her through that sought of pain.

"Uhh.. I. I should probably go, it's getting late." She stuttered and stood up collecting her things.

"I'll take you" I said getting up too.

"No it's fine, I can walk."

"Don't be silly, it's freezing out" she finally gave in and let me take her home.

We didn't say two words the whole trip. It was quiet and it was killing me.

"Bye" she said quickly getting out of the car and closing the door behind her.

"Bye" I replied even though she wouldn't of heard.

Soon she was gone and my heart broke. You idiot Zayn. You just let her go so easily. "AGGHHHH" I yelled in frustration and pulled out of the driveway. I just want her.

Nicole's POV

I ran to my room and collapsed onto my bed curling into a ball. My fingers found their way to my lips, the thought of the kiss that happened not long ago replayed in my head. The feel of his perfect lips on mine lingered on mine. Is it possible to miss a touch you have only just felt?