Love Lust

Love

Love is the thing you write about in fanfics. Something you wish would come like in the movies. The thing you'll always wish was perfect the first time. Yet the truth lies as it comes; lust. Love is a bust if you're with the wrong person. Or in my case, the right person.
I felt as if nothing could tear us apart. I felt as if the world revolved around us. My world had blue eyes, black hair, and the smile of a model. He could say one thing and my feet would be swept up like in a story about a princess.
Life couldn't have gotten better as it was only my freshman year in high school. I was young and dumb. He was a junior and very spontaneous. I didn't know how to react when his stare always ended up on me. I was very on edge at that point; of the end of my life.
The day before I had left I was standing waiting for my ride as he smiled and began talking to me. From then on we were friends. I remember this day as it was yesterday, August 7, 2014. The day my life had changed forever.
As things progressed, I learned some things about him and finally on August 12, 2014 he asked me to be his girlfriend. The only thing that caught me off guard was the fact it was in person at a freshman football scrimmage. I held his hand and he scooted me closer to him.
For the first time in forever I actually felt safe. I felt like it was us against the world. Everyday got better. Our first hug. Our first kiss. Everything seemed so perfect. Except the fact I was still not the one to trust easily.
Yet I felt like all guys wanted the same thing so I did what I thought I should do as a girlfriend. Of course I was dumb and young. I'd never been in a relationship. Except this one was a new one for the both of us. He was a virgin as was I. A virgin of true love.