Love Lust

I Can't

This boy has caused so many emotions the last three days. Of course I never went with following my gut feeling and did the three day thing. I just did what I do best and completely followed my heart.
The things I wish you'd understand, I told you. We are not just some high school relationship. You are my everything. I promised you my entire life. I literally gave up my dream for you.
I gave up my military dream to go to school and become something that I can stay home with our children. So that I can wait months on end for you to come home from tours. I literally did that all on my own. You never told me to do it but I did because I love you. I want to be able to have a family and see you fulfill your dream.
You have no clue what I've done to be able to stay with you. I have not done one thing that caused you to think I would ruin your dreams. Such as graduating like you are in less than 90 days. I just wish you'd realize I don't want to ruin your dreams. That's why I gave mine up. I gave them up for you.