Hunter's POV
"Hunter?" I groan. "Hunter its 2:30. You have to get up soon." I groan again. "Hunter what's wrong? You can tell me." It was Johnson not Shawn.
I sat up and hugged him. "G cheated on me. Again." He lifts up my chin. "Hes dead." I giggled a little. "He's your best friend. Deal with him. Now if you'll excuse me. I am going back to crying and sleeping."
"No Hunter." He says standing me up. "You need to get up. Have you broken up?" "No just leave me alone about it!" I say angrily. "I hate him. I will never talk to him again." I say walking to my suitcase. "Ok well hurry And get dressed we have a show tonight and you have to do that special meet and greet at 3:30."
I have him leave. I have one hour till the special meet and greet. I get in the shower. After about 10 minutes I get out and look at my wrists. 6 months clean. I touch my scars.
Flashback:
"Why don't you just die Hunter? I mean no one would care. You're just a worthless piece of shit." Matthew says pushing me into the lockers. Our eyes meet.
"Hope you die" he says. Then he punches me and walks away laughing.
After school i went home and sat in my bathroom. "This is because I'm worthless, stupid, ugly, annoying, pathetic, unwanted." I cut 2 times per thing.
I sat there crying. There was a knock on the door. I ignored it and sat there.
•••••
I was at school the next day. (Bye this isn't in the old chapters but this is the part where Matt takes her home) All day I got insults. I ended up as Matt's partner in a class.
"Ew the bitch. Don't talk to Matthew. You may think you can, but you can't. Your too much of a bitch. You ugly fat pig. Why don't you just die. Hope you die soon. It'll make everyone happy. Bye whore"
Ow that hurt. I broke. More than usually. I ran to the bathroom and cut.
Flashback over
That was the day Matt took me to the hospital. The day they apologized. The last day I cut. "Hunter! We gotta go! It's 3!" Johnson yells through the door.
Shit. "One sec!" I yell. I throw my hair into a ponytail and grab an outfit. "Coming!" I grab my phone and run out. "Geez what took you so long?" He asks.
"Uh... Nothing sorry." He smiles and wraps his arm around my shoulder. "Thanks JJ" I say looking up at him. "For what?" "Being there for me. And helping me with this stupid Gilinsky situation. By the way, I'll dump him before the show." He nods.
//AFTER THE SPECIAL M & G\\
"Hey uh G?" I ask pulling him aside. "Ya?" He asks smiling. "We need to talk." I say as we stand in a separate room. "Why?" He asks. Damn he is oblivious.
"I saw you making out with some random girl in a room last night." "What no-" "Jack, you were on TOP of her!" He looks down. "I'm sorry. Please forgive me." "That was your last chance. We're done." He has tears in his eyes. "If you're gonna cry, just think about how you broke ME."
With that, I walked away. One day and he broke my heart. Who does that!? I catch up with the guys. "Hey peeps." "Did you and G go make out?" Cam asks. I slap his arm. "Gross no. I broke up with him." I say, making the last part quietly. "Why?" He asks.
"Hey! We gotta get in stage" Matt says. I thank him mentally. "Ok. You'll be last again." Cam says. I nod. Matt runs over to me and hugs me. "I'm sorry about that G thing." I smile. "Thanks. But we are done so...." He nods and hugs me again.
He gets called on stage and suddenly I feel weird. When he hugged me I felt knots in my stomach. I have no idea why...
"Hunter Dennis!" Cams yelling snaps me out of my thoughts and I run on stage. "Hello everyone!!" I yell as I get the mic.
//AFTER MAGCON\\
"That was fun!" I say. Ethan runs up to me. "Ethan!" I say hugging him. "Hey. Me and Gray leave tonight. I wish we could've spent more time together." I nodded. "I'll be visiting again soon. I promise." He nods and hugs me again.
••••
"Grayson get yo ass over here." I say holding out my arms. He skips to me and hugs me. "I'm gonna miss you G" I really wanted them to stay on tour.
"Well I will call you when we land" Ethan says hugging me again. "I'm gonna miss you!" I say. I hug him really tight this time. "It's ok. We will see each other soon. Remember?" I nod.
"Bye guys. I love you guys!!" I yell as they walk to the plane. Matt walks up to me and I hug him. "They are like family to me. I need them a ton right now." I say. "It's ok. They are gonna call you when they land." I nod.
"Come on you two we gotta go. JJ is falling asleep." Shawn says. I nod. "I really don't wanna walk" I groan. "I'll carry you." Matt says. "No I'm to heavy." I say.
"Nope you're probably as light as a feather." He says scooping me up. "Ok. What ever. Tell me when I am to heavy." He chuckles. He starts walking and I look at his face.
I ended up staring until I fell asleep. I felt safe all if the sudden as I drifted into a deep sleep.
