A part of me!!!

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Malcolm's POV:

It had been about three months since me and baby girl made us official. We fight a lot but I love her more and more everyday. She's the reason why I'm happy to wake up in the morning. All I have to say is she got one hell of a mouth on her, she doesn't back down ever and if I want to stay with her I'm always the one apologizing. I wouldn't have it any other way, though. I could definitely see myself still with her in fifty years, married with kids and with grandkids. Honestly that sounds really nice. I want to be able to have something special, something that will last, unlike my parents relationship. It was another Saturday and like always I was coming over and spending the day with her and if her parents weren't home the night. I was still laying in my bed not wanting to get up. Jane got in trouble a few weeks ago because they found out I had been spending the night. Her dad had to give me a talk about why I shouldn't do that. I wasn't mad honestly, I just felt bad because I got her into trouble.
After what seemed like forever I decided to get up and get dressed so I could go see her. As soon as I stood up from my bed, my phone rings. I grab it it up as quickly as I can. It's baby girl. I answer with,"Hello, baby," in my manliest voice. She giggled over the phone. "Hey, baby. Malcolm when are you coming over?" "As soon as I can get dressed. Why? What's wrong?" I could hear her pause, it didn't sound good. She let out a sigh before saying anything else. "Because, my parents won't be home until tomorrow, and I really need you to come now." Now I knew what was wrong, she wanted me to make hot passionate love to her. "I'll be there as soon as I can. Okay?" "Please hurry, I don't know how long I can take it." Before I ended the conversation I said,"Bye, baby, I love you." I could hear her smile over the phone as she said,"I love you too." Then we both hung up. I quickly put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and slid into my J's. I quickly ran out the door kissing Momma goodbye. I didn't stop until I was in her driveway. I quickly walked up to the front porch. I didn't even have to knock , she already had the door open. She grabbed me by my shirt pulling me into a deep lingering kiss. I wrapped my arms tight around her, caressing her mouth with my tongue. She let out a light moan as I pinned her up against the wall. I could feel her hands roaming my body. She put her hand under my shirt, rubbing my bare skin. I felt her bite my bottom lip and sucking on it. She then pulled away as she took off my shirt. With that I picked her up kissing her all over her neck and face. I removed her shirt as I sucked a bit her skin. She let out another moan as she scratched at my back. She whispered in my ear breathlessly. "Please don't take your time I can't wait any longer. Quit teasing me." With that I quickly walked to her room carrying her in my arms. I gently laid her on her bed as we quickly ripped each other's clothes off. Once I was in her I took my sweet time loving her body. She let out several moans and screams as I slowly made love to her body. She held me close to her as she whispered in my ear. "Malcolm don't stop." I kept going until we both couldn't take it anymore. After we were done I rolled over on my side holding her in my arms. Sweat glistening off our bodies. I looked into her eyes, into those fiery green eyes. There was a worried look in her eyes. I rubbed my hand against her cheek still looking into those beautiful eyes of hers. "Baby what's wrong?"
She shook her head as tears ran down her face. "I'm pregnant." She says in a scared tone. I felt a knot in my stomach. She was pregnant with my kid and yet I had nothing to say. After a moment I said,"What?" My eyes got big  as I said that I was in disbelief but at the same time I was happy. But she didn't take my shock as if I was happy. She pushed me away and got up putting her clothes back on. She turned her back on me making me feel bad. I didn't know what to say or do. I grabbed my shorts and put them on then I went and faced her. She wouldn't look at me no matter how hard I tried to get her to. "Baby, why won't you look at me?" She didn't say anything she just looked at her hands as tears ran down her cheeks. In a whisper she said,"You don't want me or the baby." I could feel the pain in my chest when she said that. "Jane, why would you say that? I love you and want to be with you even if you are pregnant. I don't care what we have to go through because I'm not leaving you, we are in this together." She got up from where she was sitting I got up too, maybe what I told her would help but boy was I wrong. She hauls off and slaps the shit out of me pushing me. I looked at her as tears stung my eyes. "You don't care about me!!!" She yelled, "All you fucking care about is getting what you want from me. Now I'm pregnant and you're going to leave!!!" Tears were running down her cheeks and I felt helpless for her and for me. I wanted her to know that I was telling her the truth that I wasn't going anywhere. I felt hurt and broken I wanted her and I wanted our baby and she thought that the fact that she was pregnant made me think less of her. "Please, Jane, listen to me-" she cut me off, "No, you listen after this you're going to leave me and you won't want our kid." I couldn't take it anymore, I couldn't take seeing her look so heart broken. "Jane, I'm not going to leave you. Please believe me, I love you, and if I love you I know I'm gonna love the baby that we made together." I walked closer to her I grabbed her hands and held them in mine and gently kissed them. I wanted her to know that I was okay with the fact that she was pregnant and I wanted her to know she wasn't in this alone and that I was going to be her rock. She looked up at me with tears in her eyes, I couldn't help but feel heartbroken when I saw how hurt and scared she looked. "Please don't leave me." She said in a whisper,"I need you please stay please don't go." I pulled her to me holding her in my arms I knew that our fight was over and I knew that everything was going to be alright. I gently kissed her forehead pressing her tightly against me wanting to keep her safe a protected. After a long moment I pulled away from her and said,"Baby are you okay? Are you still mad at me?" "I'm not mad at you Malcolm, I'm just scared." I looked down into her eyes as I whipped away the wetness on her cheeks. "You know I'm not going anywhere right and that I'm gonna be here no matter what?" She nodded her head yes, but I could still see the worry in her eyes. "I won't leave you I promise. I can't leave you because I love and like I've told you before I want to spend forever with you." "But we're so young, we haven't even graduated yet. What are we gonna do?"
I didn't know what I was going to do but I knew that she wasn't going to be in this alone and that we were going to have to tell her parents sooner or later. I looked down at her and smiled,"I don't know yet but hell we're gonna get through this and I'm gonna have someone who's gonna look like you and me. What can be better than that, to have a little me or a little you walking around." She smiled at me making me feel how I felt the day I knew that I was in love with her. I leaned down and kissed her lips. I picked her up spinning her around saying,"We're gonna have a baby!!!" I was honestly too excited to do anything. I knew this had to be a sign from God that this was meant to be. That's when I realized that I had to ask her sooner or later to marry me. I mean she was going to be having my baby and I knew for sure that I loved her more than anything in the world I felt that it was the right thing to ask for her to marry me. But how was I going to do it? We were so young and we hadn't even graduated yet but hey I knew that it was her that I wanted to spend the rest of forever with.
I looked down into those beautiful eyes of hers and said, "Jane, I want you to marry me." She looked quite shocked when I had said that. "But Malcolm we're so young I don't know." I kissed her on the lips and slowly pulled away. "I know I just wanted you think about it since, well we are gonna be expecting a kid soon." She looked up at me and smiled. "I'll think about it." For some odd reason I hoped that we were going to have a girl, because I wanted to have a little Jane walking around who had her eyes. Even though I knew the baby was more than likely going to come out looking dark because of me I just hope he or she would have Janes eyes. I leaned down again and kissed her as I pulled away I said,"I hope we have a girl who looks just like you." She smiled at me shaking her head. "But I want a little boy who looks just like his daddy." Well I could see where this was going but, honestly as long as the baby was healthy I was happy and I was happy that I was going to be the father of her child. I was going to be a daddy.

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