I replied to some of the tweets before logging back out.
Sian walked over to me and gave me a hug.
"You and Liam sitting in a tree k i s s i n g" she laughed.
"We're not going out sian, I'm fed up of saying it."
Walking away I went to find out where I was sitting.
I went to my seat, front row again and sat down. The arena was just starting to fill up, when some fans asked for my photo. I had my photo took and went on my phone until the girls came on. I sung the songs with them. Oh how I wish I was up there and performing.
They was about to start singing my favourite song, Teenage dream, when the lights came on. The whole arena started talking. The girls looked confused. I was confused.
"Right, it appears to me that we're having some technical difficulties..but let's just go on anyway.." Sian said.
"I don't think so. Where's emily?" I heard the voice I have been missing the most, yet hate the most.
Jonas.
"JONAS!!!" I shouted overwhelmed that he was here, maybe he was sorry and wanted to work things out.
Jonas walked out on stage.
Wow the security is shit.
I climbed over the barrier and lifted myself on the stage.
"I've missed you..." I walked over to him.
"Clearly, I was right wasn't I? You was cheating on me with Liam!"
I shook my head.
"Don't you dare lie to me!" He shouted. Why wasn't the security coming out? help me.
I saw Liam come out on stage from the corner of my eye. The arena didn't do or say anything, not even when Liam came out. They were all in silence.
"I would never lie to you Jonas...I swear." I whispered to him.
"You're a liar." He spat at me.
Tears streamed down my face.
"Don't do that!" Liam shouted.
"You're the man who she's been cheating on me with, I don't care about you." Jonas hissed.
"She didn't cheat on you. She's always been faithful." Liam retaliated. I sat on the floor, crying. The girls around me.
"Jonas," I crawled over to him, "I swear, I did not cheat on you. I beg for you to believe me." I went on my knees to show how much I was begging.
"Don't you dare beg me!" Jonas said before raising his hand to me and hitting me round the face. I feel immediately to the ground. The whole arena stood up and tried to see me.
"Don't do that!" Liam shouted walking over to Liam.
"Your girlfriend hurt me, its my turn to hurt you by hurting her!" He grinned.
"She's not my girlfriend, yes I love her. I love her so fucking much, but she won't ever love me back because she still loves you for some strange unknown reason because you're a horrible, small, little heartless man!" Liam shouted.
Jonas lost it, I saw the anger in his eyes, I knew he'd do it. I couldn't do anything. Jonas punched Liam. They were about to have a fight. The girls picked me up and took me backstage.
I didn't say anything. I didn't do anything. I didn't even cry. I sat still as the girls panicked around me. Getting ice, tissue, plasters. I hadn't even looked at my face to see why they was making such a big fuss. I didn't care. I wanted to go home. I wanted to sleep. I could hear Jonas and Liam fighting. Harry, Louis and Niall ran on the stage defending Liam. I walked outside and found Zayn, he was sitting down on the floor, I sat down next to him. He put his arm around me. As he got a cigarette out of his pocket, he offered me one and I accepted, he lit his and then mine. I took a drag from the cigarette. It was horrible, tasted like smoke. It took my mind off Jonas and Liam though. Me and Zayn sat in silence, taking drags of cigarettes. I put my head on his shoulder. He smiled holding my tighter.
Why is my life going so wrong? A tear finally shed down my cheek, I took another drag of the cigarette and tried my best not to cough or be sick. I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of Zayn. The last few moments replayed in my head. I closed my eyes thinking about it. Liam proclaimed his love to me and I never even acknowledged him. Another tear fell down my face.
"Zayn, what do I do?" I cried into his chest throwing my fag on the floor.
"You need to realise that Jonas is a horrible man. He isn't worth your tears, he's bruised you, murdered your child and cut your head. There are other guys out there who would treat you right. Not him." Zayn said wiping my face.
"What about Liam? Did you hear what he said?" I whispered.
"Talk to him..that's all you can do." Zayn kissed my forehead and stood up. He helped me up and we walked in.
