Liam was backstage with the boys and girls. It went silent as me and Zayn walked in. I walked over. I bit my lip, nervous as hell. All I ever do is bring trouble. I'd be better off if I left. Liam walked over to me.
"We're leaving.." He said putting his arms around me.
I looked back at Zayn who smiled at me reassuringly.
I nodded as Liam led us out into the car already waiting for us. Liam didn't give the driver the hotel address, he gave him his home address. I stayed in silence, just thinking about Liam on stage. I sighed, it was my own fault. I shouldn't have been so naïve and thought he'd forgive me. He's mad. What I'd do for one last kiss off him though? The car pulled up outside Liams house. We got out and walked in silence towards his front door, he unlocked it and walked in, he closed the door after me. His hallway was cream and had a shoerack in the corner, I took off my shoes and put them on there.
I followed Liam into the living room where he sat down on his cream sofa. I sat down next to him.
"I'm so sorry Liam, I'm so sorry..." I said noticing the cut on his forehead. I leant towards him, I placed my thumb on his cut, rubbing it gently. I bit my lower lip, I caused this.
"Don't be sorry em, honestly. I'm sorry for not protecting you better." Liam whispered, he was now rubbing his thumb against my cheek, I must've had a cut there.
"I don't need protecting liam, I'll be fine." I smiled at him reassuringly.
He shook his head and sighed. We sat in silence for a while until Liam broke it.
"I wanted to protect you because I love you emily. I love you." Liam said looking at the ground.
I sighed not knowing what to say or do. He looked at me in the eyes, I had never noticed them before, a chocolate brown colour. He gave me a half smile of reassurance.
"Kiss me..." I whispered.
Liam looked up at me, "what?"
"Kiss me Liam. I was drunk last time, I can't remember."
Liam hesitated before moving my blonde hair from my eyes, he placed his lips lightly on mine, I kissed him back more roughly, he pushed me back on the sofa with more passion, running my hands through his short hair. Liam started kissing me more aggressively, a little moan escaped from my mouth. He broke the kiss with a little grin, I giggled as I saw his grin, so cheeky, he was proud that he'd satisfied me. I pulled his head down gently for him to kiss me again, he hesitated before kissing me again. I knew something was wrong. I stopped the kiss and sat up.
I looked at him, "what's the matter babe?"
"You just don't feel the same way as I feel about you, do you? You're just using me to get over Jonas..." He sighed.
I thought about it, was it true? Was I just using him to get over Jonas? Was there any feelings for him? I loved being around him, I could be myself around him, something I could never be around Jonas, he made me feel special, he made me feel beautiful, he made me feel smart, he made me feel perfect, I get butterflies when I see him, his kiss gets me so excited, his touch makes me all tingly, I some how believe I do have feelings for him.
"No Liam..." I hesitated, "you're wrong, I do have feelings for you..I don't want to get back at Jonas, I want to be with you, and only you," I turned Liam's head so he was facing me, "only you Liam, only you."
Liam stood up and I followed him as he walked towards the wall.
"Only you, em, I want to be with you, I want you, I need you.." Liam said as he turned around, and lifted me up against the wall kissing me, wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck, we kissed with even more passion, aggression and need. He moved us around the room, never letting go of his grip, we some how ended up in his room. He placed me down on his bed and he took his top off. I looked at his abs and smiled. He gave me a cheeky grin as he noticed me admiring his body. He leaned down over to me and kissed me again, rushing his hands down to the bottom of my dress, lifting it above over my head. A lot of fiddling around with taking clothes off, we were finally done. Lying down next to him I placed my head down on his chest, my arm rested against his abs. He ran this hand through my hair. I closed my eyes remembering it all. I smiled. It was perfect.
"What you smiling at?" Liam said.
"Just thinking about something..."
"What you thinking of?" He whispered into my ear.
"just.." I blushed.
He chuckled as he kissed my lips.
"Well I hope you liked it." He winked.
I giggled before falling into a deep sleep.
