I woke up in an empty bed without Liam. Where had he gone? I sat up wrapping the duvet around my body. I looked around the room. He'd tidied up. My dress was now on a coat hanger on the wardrobe. My underwear was on the bedside table next to me. Liam's clothes were now folded on the back of the chair. I laughed thinking about what we did last night. We played catch with our clothes. Played kiss chase. Played basket ball with a ping pong ball and his bin. We were such idiots. The door opened and Liam came in with a tray of food in.
"Good morning beautiful." He smiled.
"What's this?" I asked.
"Breakfast in bed." He replied as he put the tray on the bed.
I looked down in it. There was two cartons of capri-sun and two coco-pops in a bowl.
"I'd hardly call this a breakfast.." I laughed.
"It's the thought that counts!" He said offended. He got into bed and laid next to me.
"Thank you Liam." I smiled.
"Its just coco pops and capri-sun, nothing to thank for!" He laughed moving hair out of my eyes.
"No, I mean for everything, for making me feel special, for understanding me, for helping me, for putting up with me, for last night, for defending me, for being perfect." I whispered.
He smiled before kissing my forehead lightly.
"Don't worry.." He whispered into my ear.
Hours past and it was soon time for sound check, the boys were supposed to have a day off today but had to reschedule last nights show to tonight after the unplanned event. I still wasn't going to be performing until tomorrow. I didn't fancy going to soundcheck in the same dress as yesterday either, it'd get the press talking so Liam got a pair of one of his jogging bottoms and a white t-shirt, they were going to bury me. But I didn't care, it reminded me of Liam. I could smell him in it. I put his grey joggers on and pulled on the cords to tighten it around the waist. Thank God the legs of it was elasticated around my ankles, I'd be tripping up over it otherwise. I put his t-shirt on and tucked it in to my trousers. I looked in the mirror, I burst out laughing. I looked a right tit. I turned round at Liam who was holding in his laughter.
"I think I'll just wear the dress.." I said laughing.
"That's probably best..." He smiled. He picked up my dress and threw it at me. I caught it and took off my clothes again before putting the dress back on. I stretched my arms around my back to try and do the zip. Liam saw my struggling and crawled off the bed to me. He moved my hair out of the way before zipping my dress up.
"Thank you.."
Liam smiled, he looked at his watch.
"We better be getting off." He replied. We walked down the stairs and I put my heels back on. Liam picked up his keys and opened the door, he had a car waiting for him and we got in it. Liam put his one arm around my shoulder and his other hand on my knee. I rested my head upon his shoulder. I thought about everything, I looked at my arms, I had a bruises fading all over them. I tried to tuck them in. I placed my hands on my stomach, a single tear ran down my cheek. I had never really thought about having children now, I had always seen myself as getting married, and having children a while later, but since I found out I had been pregnant, I just wanted to be a mother. The car stopped and Liam paid the driver before helping me out. He stopped to wave for fans, I didn't. I wasn't being rude, I just needed someone, anyone to hold me in their arms and never let go. I ran straight backstage to the sofa and laid down on it.
I turned my body inwards so I could only see the sofa.
Why is the world going wrong? Why is my life going wrong? What's the point in living anymore?
I felt a hand on my back. I turned around to see Sian, Emma and Danni smiling at me.
"'We're just friends..' She said" Danni laughed.
"'I don't fancy Liam' she said" Emma mimicked.
"'He doesn't fancy me' she said." Sian joined in.
They all burst out laughing.
"He told you?!" I snapped. My trust in Liam had slowly gone down.
"Told us what?" Sian said moving my legs so she could sit down.
"That we slept together.." I whispered.
"You did what?!" They all squealed.
My eyes widened.. so they didn't know.
"We never knew that!" Emma squealed.
"Shush!! Please don't tell anyone." I whispered.
I could feel my cheeks go bright red. The door opened and a tall figure stepped in. With the girls surrounding me I couldn't see properly who it was. They all turned around. I saw the tall figure, in the black skinny jeans, brown boots, and a white t-shirt with pale long arms sticking out. He smiled the beautifulist smile ever, his dimple in his cheek.
"Hi girls.." Harry said.
"Hello." We all greeted Harry in unison.
"Can I speak to Emily in private please?" Harry asked.
The girls all nodded and left the small room before Harry came and stood by me. I moved my legs swiftly for him to come sit by me.
We sat in silence for a few moments, staring at each other. I saw Harry checking my body out. Looking at all the cuts and bruises and damage it had received in the past few days. He stroked his thumb across my eyebrow.
"Oh em..you've had it rough haven't you.." He said running his hands on the cut on my cheek.
"I'll survive.." I whispered.
"Liam told me about last night..."
"What did he say?!" I cut him off. I wanted to know what he had said, I didn't really want him talking about me to the boys. The boys could be dicks at times, if he told them something he shouldn't of.
"Nothing..not a lot."
"Harry tell me!" I squealed.
"All he said was you're perfect, mental and it was everything and more than he had imagined. But don't tell him! Anyway, look Liam really likes you, he has done for a while..I just don't want you both to get hurt.. Please just don't use him as a rebound to get over Jonas." Harry said.
I sat there in silence, my emotions were all over the place. I didn't know whether to be happy over what Liam thought of me or offended that Harry thought I was using Liam.
"I'm not using Liam, I really like him too. When he's around me, he makes me feel special, beautiful, smart..perfect even. His kiss gives me this massive rush of wanting more, and his touch makes me feel all tingly. I do have feelings for Liam.." I announced.
Harry smiled at my answer, "Good!"
We sat in silence for a while, I took my time to acknowledge the room, I hadn't really noticed the features of it. It was a very boring room, very small too. It had white walls, a white sofa, a coffee table and a flat screen tv and a clock next to it. I looked at the time. Shit. I should be on stage. I jumped up without saying anything and ran out
