My dad was a military man, do you know what that means...
It means
They expect
Perfection
And give a great deal of discipline.
I being the eldest got all of that side of my dad before he injured his back and retired.
He still gives bad discipline, but only to me!
I am nothing in my parents eyes. A they see is failure. Like they don't know what they did wrong. What did they do wrong?
My genes were passed down to me mostly from my father.
My father who deals with
Bipolar issues
and
Other personal problems.
But for now I need to talk about the bipolar part.
Both my fathers parents deal with bipolar issues, except. Their mood changes every few days.
My fathers is ever few minutes.
I am without a doubt medically bipolar.
And the same as my father. I can act happy one moment and the next I will be pulling get hair out.
This is most often displayed with my brother.
I'll be peacefully listening to music when my brother does something.
I get up and start mouthing off to him. Not bad words of course.
I have a VERY short temper.
So when my parents confront me, it takes everything in me to stop the fire that's built up. And most of the time I can't. This is why I'm grounded so often. 'Attitude' when really it's just my genes.
Another equality order in the next chapter...
-fangirl416
