WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS VERY SENSITIVE CONTENT.
Caroline's POV
I wake up to a knock at the door. "Caroline, please come out. You haven't eaten in 2 days. That isn't healthy. Caroline, unlock this door now." My mom says. There was a long silence before she spoke again. "Fine. There is some Macaroni and pudding outside your door when you get hungry." But that's the thing. I'm not hungry. So many people hate me and the worst part is, Louis hates me. I'll never be able to eat again. Usually, the haters never get under my skin, but lately I've been attacked by One Direction's fandom. Speaking of, I wonder what Lou's been up to.
I pull up twitter and see I have gained 600 followers. Well, that's exciting! Maybe my life isn't shiz-nit after all! In the three days I've been moping around, I was finally happy again. But the key word there is 'was'. I cry as I scroll down my mentions and see every single tweet is hate.
(A/N Idk if they're real or not)
@One_Directions_Bitch: @carybearyline228 You're so fat. Why don't you reunite with your pod. I'm sure they miss you.
@Zmalik_mylove: @carybearyline228 is just a whore. Stop trying to get into Louis' pants, bitch.
@caroline_sucks: @carybearyline228 go kill yourself. You're such a waste of space and air
The last comment sent me into hysterics. What did I do to have my own hate page? Why do they hate me so much?
But I can't help but think they're right. I am fat. I am a whore. I am a waste of space and air.
I walk into my bathroom and find my razor. All I need is one deep cut in the right place. I slide the razor against my skin and it hurts so much. But I'm doing for my family and for Louis. I ruined their life and they don't need me in it.
Things start to get blurry and a hear a faint voice from the hall. "Caroline." Bye babe.
Louis' POV
"Lads, wait in the car." I say before getting out and marching up to the front door. I ring the buzzer and wait. "Hello Mrs. Moore. I'm Louis Tomlinson. Is Caroline home?" I ask. Mrs. Moore runs at me and gives me a hug and starts to cry into my chest. "What's wrong? How about we sit down, yeah?" I say, leading her into the lounge.
"Caroline hasn't come out of her room in 3 days, she won't eat and the only thing I hear when I walk by her room is sobbing. Sometimes I only hear silence, which scares me the most because I can't go in to check on her; she locked her door and I don't know where the key is. I had to send her sister to her grandmother's for the week so she wouldn't see me break down. I just don't understand. Caroline has always been one of the strongest people in the world." She sobs. "I'll be right back." I say, running up the stairs, stopping at the one with the unicorn poster and warning tape. "Caroline." I say. "Caroline it's Louis. Come open the door." Silence. "Caroline at least say something!" Nothing. "CAROLINE! AT LEAST MOVE OR SOMETHING! MAKE SOME SORT OF SOUND! PLEASE! I HAVE TO KNOW YOU'RE OKAY!" I shout, pounding my fist on the door. Not one sound. I back up and run at the door. As soon as we collide, my body feels as though its been shattered. I obviously can't do this alone.
Ring
Rin-
H- What's up?
L- I need you. She locked her door and we need to break it down.
H- Be right there.
I hear loud footsteps rushing up the steps. The next thing I know, we're rushing at the the door and it falls with a loud crack. I look around the room and see no Caroline. What? "Caroline? Caroline! Where are you?" I scream. "Louis, look at her laptop. Its on a hate page called caroline_sucks. Do you think?.." Harry says and I run into her bathroom to find her pale body and a bloody razor. "No. No no no no no no NO! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING! CAROLINE! WAKE UP! SOMEONE CALL THE PARAMEDICS! SOMEONE! GOD! HELP!" I sob. I did this. It's all my fault. She could be dead... Because of me.
