The Part Of Me You'll Never Take Away (OHSHC Fanfiction)

The Nightmare

Lily's POV

I was in a dark, cold ,and damp cave type area, it was completely silent except for quiet whispering around me, all different voices, familiar yet forgein. It was almost as if i was inside s dungeon level on a video game, expect you felt like everyone was whispering about you and you were not equipped with any support.

I suddenly saw a familiar group of figures, so i ran towards it, only to find that it was shadows of my friends, laughing at me making fun of the rose bush incident and how over-dramatic i was, and also my family, i tried to fight back but watched as everytime i said "your not yourself!" they would disappear and only leave behind a corpse of one of my close friends. At this point i was crying hysterical freaking out, i yelled for help, anyone!, but all i saw and hear was whispering and shadow people with dead corpses.

Then suddenly everything went black, and it shifted to the host club, just a normal day. Claire was chatting it up with the twins while Tamaki, Kyoya and Alana all conversed. Mori and Honey where also set to the side, talking with Haruhi about anything and everything.

I shouted out their name sin my normal ,if looked into fake, happy tone and was met with no response. I said their names again and walked over to still be ignored. I poked Haruhi's shoulder to get her attention, and then Mori's but still nothing. I waved at Honey and to my surprise all he did was stare at m and say with black hollowed out eyes "We can see right through you, hiding is futile." I blinked a couple of times and asked a " Pardon me?" looking at him. "you'll never amount to anything if all you ever do is pretend to be someone you're not" Haruhi said looking over, hollowed eyes as well. "You'll end up just like your mother so give up already" Mori said Hollow eyed. Now i was truly freaking out, i gave a dry laugh and said a little "ha ha you guys are really pulling my funny bone!"

I looked around and suddenly all heads were turned towards me and they all took on my mothers voice quoting her constant saying she always told me, stepping closer and staying it slowly at first. " Depression isn't real stop pretending you'll get over it" " That pet deserves to go back to wherever your father got it from" "you'll never amount to anything if you have your friends holding you back" "resistance is futile just give up this game where you act all sad" and then they all started repeating "you will never amount to nothing" over and over saying it all at different times and speeds. I was being cornered so i crouched down covering my head and tucking it into my knees, trying desperately to protect myself, utterly terrified and wanting it all to be over.

I woke up sweating, checking my phone to see that Tamaki~ Senpai had infact been trying to contact me, i did a couple of breathing exercises then picked up the phone.
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So I have my phone taken away so yeah I won't be updating for a while.

Bye guys ~ Maggie~Chan