17 year old girl who thinks she can do anything right? Not exactly how I always felt but for the most part that was my attitude. In conclusion to me being a total bad ass, failing basically all of my classes & getting trashed every single night, life was fine. Until my world & everything I knew about it was turned upside down in the matter of one night. June 12, 2013 was the day my whole life would change. School let out the day before & there is nothing like going to a seniors graduation party. I told Cherry about it & of course she was totally game for it.
Cherry is my bestfriend, well her really name is Cherrie. The reason why everyone calls her Cherry is because she let James Carver pop her cherry in the 4th grade. She's like the village bicycle, everyone's had a ride. Including the girls. Even though she is a total slut, she is like my sister & I still love her. I told her I would pick her up at 9, so I pulled up in front of her house. She had 3 older brothers. I guess that's why she never got hurt by guys or anything. Or why her parents never punished her. She was the baby of the family, the only girl. Her house was on Sunset Drive. It was a really quiet neighborhood, lots of elderly people lived on this block. Cherry's house was like a musty orange color with white doors & shutters. She had a picket white fence & a big white porch with a rocking chair that I loved ever since we had been kids. I beeped the horn twice before I saw the door opened. Out walked a short girl with scrunched hair. Makeup perfectly done. She was wearing a black body con dress that really complimented her figure. She had on the bright hot pink heels. She bounced her way down the steps & into my silver Volvo.
"Hey hoe," she said in her adorable voice."You look too cute to function." I re-looked at what I had on. I was wearing a black body con skirt with a sparkly light blue tank top & silver pumps. My hair was straightened & I had on this new shimmery silver eye shadow that I was in love with. Me & Cherry didn't look alike in anyway possible. Here you have it, the whore-next-door & the blonde bitch. We were going to Thomas Sullton's party. He lived several blocks away from Cherry's house."You know where we're going right?', she asked me.'Of course I do, I didn't fall out of a tree at birth.", I replied."Alrighty hoe," she said. "You're lucky I love you bitch or else I wouldn't tolerate you," I said with a wink that I perfected in the 6th grade. It's such a total turn on when it comes to guy, I mean if you do it right ."Love you too," she said with a big cheesy ass smile.
We pulled up in front of Thomas's house. All knew about him was that his parents were like totally involved in town affairs. His dad is the mayor's brother & his parents are always going on business trips. I guess that's the only reason he could have huge parties & get away with it. We parked right across the street. We got out of the car & then walked toward the loud house. "Do you think Corbin came?', Cherry questioned me. " I have no clue. He said he wasn't coming because he got grounded. But I don't even care , we're not even together anymore. We broke up yesterday." I said."You guys were broken up last week. Just make up your mind.", she said in a snotty way. Eww, like why did she even care? Probably because he was the only boy in school that didn't want her because he had me. I love Cherry, but she secretly hates me because she is known as like my sidekick. The only reason everyone wants her is because they can't have me. So they go for what's second best. I mean, I may sound like a bitch, but I'm only being honest."Whatever, c'mon,", I said annoyed.
We opened the door & were hit with clouds of smoke. Weed. Lots of it. I've smoked weed once or twice before but it wasn't really for me. I'm an Ecstasy type of girl. The feeling my body received when I took it just made me feel so alive. It's like all of my troubles vanish when I'm on it. Other than that the only other thing I did was drink. I was a major alcoholic. That was the mission to find some liquor. So Cherry & I headed down the hallway. Everyone was staring at us with tasteful desires. We were the most popular girls in school & everyone knew that. It was an honor having us at someone's party.
Before I could reach the kitchen, Cherry was out of sight. Probably pulled away by some random boy who would tell her how sexy she is. I found some wine coolers on the table. I took a mango Smirnoff & headed for the back yard. I strolled to the deck where I was overlooking maybe 2, 3 hundred people. The music was blasting & everyone was dancing , so I joined in with them. I got to the pool area where I found 3 of my good friends. Aaron, Mariana, & Trevor. Aaron & Mariana have been dating for 1 year & 5 months. They are probably the only reason I keep going back to Corbin. They make me believe as if this idea of love & being faithful & loving another can actually exist. I think Mariana planned matching outfits for them, at least it seemed like she did. He was wearing jeans, pink & white button down shirt with white air Jordan's. Mariana was wearing the same color pink shirt & white skirt with white sandals. She looked cute & everything, but you could totally tell it was planned.
Trevor looked cute as always. He was the sexist boy in school. Why I wasn't with him? He 100% gay. So, he's my bestfriend instead, more like my diary. He had on a grey button down, unbuttoned & wearing a white wife beater with jeans & black converse. Is it bad that he makes me so horny? A girl can only dream. I started walking toward them."Hey there sexy," I head him say."Hey there cutie pie," I replied. "What are you guys up too?", I asked."About to go get shots, you want one?", Aaron asked me." Yeah, let's do it!", I said. " Don't you look hot mamacita?", Mariana said in her adorable spanish accent." Aye, gracias & you look mucho fantastica", I said. We all started laughing at how bad my spanish was. No surprise to me , I was close to failing that." Where is Cherry, she's here right?" , Trevor asked me. " Yeah , I haven't seen her since we came in. She was scooped away by some boy, but what else is new", I said.
With that said Aaron came over & handed us our shots. We cheered to an amazing summer we were or planned to have.God was all I thought, black berry brandy it was. It smelled just like candy but burned my throat like a fire. The after taste was great though."Let's dance guys!" , Mariana exclaimed. We followed her to the deck where everyone was dancing. Trevor & I were grinding on each other, but then he spotted a college hottie & ran off. I would have too but he called dibs first. So there I was moving my hips, feeling the song. All of a sudden, I felt someone bump up behind me."Who the hell are you!?" , I snapped at the tall figure. Honestly, I was drunk & felt like I could just do anything I wanted to."Shhh, take this," he said. He unfolded his hand & a small white pill lay there in his palm. I thought it was Ecstasy, little did I know it was "Molly". Without hesitation I took it & popped it in my mouth. I guess by this point I didn't care. Little did I know , in the near future , this would be my first mistake of the night.
