I want to be someone else,
someone better, someone else but not me.
Look at this flop of fat in my stomach,
gross,
I wish I had a body like hers.
Oh, how nice would it be if a lot of people likes me,
if only I was attractive.
Cool kids..
What if I was one of them?
Should I wear those kind of clothing?
But my stretchmarks...
Nevermind it won't look good on me anyway.
A person who people look up to,
a person who everyone wants to talk with.
There's the popular person,
while I'm the wallflower. Unfair.
I like him, a lot
but I can't tell him, I might not
be his type.
Of course, he'll prefer a girlmuch better
than me.
I wish I was born
with a different face, body, hair and skin and
everything else. Everything.
"You're ugly."
Just kidding he say. But behind a joke there's
always a meaning.
I just wanna be beautiful,
for myself.
Oh No.
For the society's standard of appearance.
I'm so sick of this.
All of this.
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Insecurities kills a lot of people. We need to face that, whenever we see a person we look at their appearance first? Don't we? Well, there's nothing wrong with that. But let's not make anyone feel less wanted by someone, you'll never know how it hurts until you'll experience the same thing. Every smirk, every joke, it kills. Don't try to change someone with your words and with your own preception of how they should be. All these times all we have seen are lies. The media, magazines, social networking and tv networks have showed us the false beauty of a person. Teenagers these days wants to be more beautiful- applying thick make up, trying the Kylie Jenner make up, trying to be someone else that they're not. Isn't this life so sad? We should never let our self doubt tear and ruin us apart day by day. Beauty on the outside doesn't matter, trust me it doesn't. Never try to be someone else that you're not. We're all beautiful and unique in our own ways.
