Why can't I be normal?

Chapter 3

Jacob's POV:

I thought I saw Rebecca walk pass the dentition room but she stopped and she looked at me. When I looked back she looked away quickly and then walked away.  I wish she didn't do that. I need to get the hell out of detention so I can talk to her.

2 hours later

"Ok, Jacob and Alex you maybe leave but I don't want to see either one of you back here. You understand me?", asked the principal.

"Yes sir", we both said.

Finally I was able to leave that hell of a living nightmare. I grabbed my bag quickly and ran to my car. I drove to Rebecca's house.

When I got the front steps I rang the doorbell and started taking deep breaths. I guess I was nervous but why? Before I could answer that, Rebecca answered the door.

"Can I come in? We need to talk", I said

Rebecca's POV:

"Why would I want to talk to you? Your a monster", I said shutting the door but he blocked it with his foot and started pushing on the door. Man, he's strong.

He opened the door and I feel back. I expected Jacob to laugh but instead he helped me up.

"Thanks", I said not looking at him.

"Look, we need to talk", he said looking at me.

"I have nothing to say to you", I said crossing my arms.

"Ok don't talk just listen. I'm sorry for everything I've done. I'm sorry for being a jerk. I don't know why I'm acting so shitty to you", he said looking sad, disappointed. I should forgive him but he still beat up Alex and that still makes him a monster.

"That explains a lot but what about you beating Alex ?", I questioned.

"He called you a freak and I was trying to defend you. He called me a softy and something inside me snapped so I started beating him up. I didn't mean to scare you but I was only trying to defend you", he said worried.

He wouldn't stop apologizing and I wanted to tell him that it was fine but he wouldn't let me get a word in.

"Jacob, you can stop. It's alright", I said.

"Really? Thanks! By the way are you ok?", he asked.

"Yeah I'm fine. I know I called you a monster for beating up Alex but I also want to thank you", I said shyly.

I don't know why I was feeling shy around him. Maybe it's the way he's long brown bangs almost cover his chocolate brown eyes. Wait, do I like him? I can't possibly like him, I don't believe in love, at least I thought I didn't.

"Rebecca. Rebecca! Earth to Rebecca!", Jacob yelled, waving his hand in front of my face.

"Oh sorry", I said snapping back to reality.

"It's ok. What were you thinking about?", he asked.

"N-nothing. What made you think I was thinking? I wasn't doing anything", I said nervously.

"Whoa, chill I was just asking. Anyways, I should probably get going. I'll see you tomorrow", he said opening the door.

"Ok. See ya", I said walking behind him.

Before he left he hugged me. When I closed the door I went back to coach, turned off the tv and say there, shocked.

Maybe I do like him.

Jacob's POV:

She closed the door and I ran to my car. I drove home and sat in my drive way. I finally got out and walked in after an hour later.

"Oh good, your finally home. Dinner is ready", my mom said putting my plate down on the table.

"I'm not hungry. I think I'm just going to go to bed", I said rushing to my room.

I didn't even give my mom enough time to say anything. I shut my door and sat on my bed.

I didn't know what was wrong with me. My heart my pumping and my hands were shaking. Do I like Rebecca? No, I couldn't possibly. But it would explain why I get so nervous around her.

Maybe I do like her.

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Sorry I haven't been updating. I've been super busy but I'm here to say that I'm going to try to keep updating. Also sorry for the short chapter. I'll try to make the next one longer. Thanks!