"How does it feel to be depressed ?"
Depression is the worst feeling in the world. It's like the old "happy" you has been locked away in your new depressed body. Soon things happen to you so often you just say "It's cool, I'm used to it.." Are you really ? It still hurts inside. People you thought that would be there for you forever no matter what, start to switch up on you. They change. You find yourself going over old text and pictures wishing you still had that with them. Late nights you stayed up crying your eyes out because how much you've changed over time. You wish and hope that you don't wake up the next morning. You wish you could take back every bad thing you did to someone. You wish you were with them telling them how you feel about them. You feel like they don't care anymore. You start to give up on life. You began to give up on people, because your so used to them walking out on you. You just wanna give up..
