Living in a messed up life.
Thoughts filled with suicide.
Alone in this horrid world,
Not knowing if I could make it tonight.
Cuts and scars made from a few years back,
Feelings and emotions are the things I lack.
My heart beating, thumping so fast
As I slowly remember my horrible past.
Trembling and shaking as I held the blade,
Across my skin, A picture is made.
A beautiful picture, A portrait was drawn.
I knew I was right, They know I was wrong.
Terrifying voices echoed in my head,
As I watched my wrist drip scarlet red.
Not knowing if Im dreaming or awake,
Right at this moment, My life is at stake.
Closing my eyes, A decision is made,
To be loved by someone is what I ache.
Remembering his Ocean-Green eyes,
Not knowing they were filled with lies.
Hatred filled me as my body shook,
He cheated on me because of how I looked.
Closing my eyes for the last time
I remembered his last line.
"I love you" He was lying.
I whispered to myself,
"Even the most beautiful things are broken."
I let the darkness cover me,
And for once, I finally felt free.
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