Ben had been ignoring Saraya, she didn't mind though. She was able to think clearly without him around, without someone she lived around.
It was time for her to close her eyes and welcome sleep, not that she could see what time of day it was. Saraya counted on her natural body clock to tell her when it was time to rest her head.
Placing her blue hair into a braid, she laid down on the bed she was given after Ben took her out of the interrogation room. Letting out a deep sigh, she tried to close her eyes, but once her eyes were shut she only saw his eyes.
The healer sat up and threw her legs over the edge of the bed. She stared at the dark wall, the same way she had done for the past three days.
Saraya's eyes widened as she felt a presence at the door. It slid open allowing a dark figure to enter her room. She knew who it was, "You have been plaguing my mind lately."
Her eyes were still towards the wall, so she was not able to see him, "You have changed Ben, I can not sleep knowing the man who I once knew so well, has changed so much."
Saraya slowly turned her body to face his, "You cannot keep me here."
She stood and walked over to him. "Please, let me leave."
Being here brought back the strong feelings of both of the Jedi. Kylo wouldn't let her leave again. He took off his mask allowing his brown hair to caress his face.
"Tell me you do not still love me, tell me that you don't feel anything for me." Saraya gaped at him, her mouth dropping.
"I-I don't love you anymore." Her eyes looking anywhere by his eyes. A tear dropping down her cheek.
His gloved hand reached out to the back of her neck, surprising her. Then he placed his lips onto hers. Saraya tried to push him away, wanting to ignore her feelings. But instead she melted, allowing him to kiss her, and kissing back.
Kylo finally pulled away, leaving Saraya breathing heavily. "Tell me you don't love me."
Looking into his brown eyes she spoke, "I can't because I still do, but I shouldn't, you are bad, you kill people without mercy, I shouldn't be able to love you."
"And yet you do, just as I still love the blue-haired girl that is too good for me." Kylo hated himself for not being good enough for her. She was a goddess and he, he was on the dark side.
"As much as I hate myself for keeping you here, I can't let you leave." Saraya nodded in acceptance.
"Just please don't ignore me anymore, as much as I hate to admit it, I need you." Saraya spoke with such emotion that Kylo couldn't refuse.
"I wouldn't dream of it."
The two lay on the bed in comfortable silence, Kylo's arms wrapped around Saraya's torso. The two fell asleep, content to be next to each other.
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Edges // Kylo Ren
Fanfiction"You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece" [Star Wars Episode vii]