In Love with the Bad Boy [editing]

~Chapter 14~

"Bella?"

I couldn't hold it anymore. I hugged him, without even noticing I started crying. Blake didn't even question when I wrapped my arms around his waist, he held me protectively making me feel that nothing could happen as long as I was in his arms. All my worries went away, it was just wonderful, the feeling to be with him, his own heat radiated to my own body, just perfect. What I most liked about this, it was that he didn't even ask why I was here, or the reason I was hugging him.

A wave of happiness rushed through my body, making me hug him ever tighter

"Blake, my mom," I managed to say in between my small sobs, which I was trying really hard to stop.

"What happened, please look at me," look at him? Yeah no.

"I cant," I buried my face in his neck, still not looking at him.

"Why not?"

Because when I look at you my heart melts and my knees turn weak. That's why you idiot.

"I just can't," I sighed, the tears were gone, just with talking to him, they were gone like that.

"Okay then, just tell me then," Blake spoke softly.

I wanted to look up, to see what kind of emotion was in his eyes.

"She was diagnosed with cancer," I felt his body tense.

He was silent for a second, curiosity was killing me to know what he was thinking.

"Well fuck," he said. I laughed, I was hoping for him to say 'Oh my god, I' so sorry,' But of course what are you expecting from Blake Miller?

"Really Blake?" I asked still laughing.

"How do you want me to react?"

That's true, part of me did want him to react in a different way.

"By telling me everything is going to be okay," I smiled, finally I found the courage to look up.

His blue eyes met my own.

"How am I supposed to say that if you're not even sure yourself?" his signature smirk showed up.

"Shut up Miller, you know what I meant," I could feel my heart starting to beat faster. Blake pulled away to let me in. Yes standing in the doorway wasn't a good idea.

"I know," another of his smirks.

"How are you?" I tilted my head to the right, examining his lips that were still red from the fight.

"No, the question is: How are you?" Blake sat down, I sat next to him, the couch was really comfy. I needed to reply, if not he wouldn't reply either.

"I'm okay just worried, now answer my question," I wanted the answer from him, that answer held the cause of the fight, and I was eager to know.

"I'm cool, just surprised that Cade can punch. Like, seriously, who knew," he pretended for be surprised.

"Right," not the answer I wanted, but I guess it's good enough. Then I remember what Andrew told me, did Blake know about his friend?

"Do you like anybody?" okay that question shocked me, he wanted to know if I liked anybody.

"Yes I do, do you?" I could tell he disappointed for my short and simple answer.

"Yeah."

It's so amazing how can one word affect your pulse, your heart beat, your feelings.

"Do you like Shaun?"

I shook my head.

"Only as a friend," that's true, he told me he likes someone else anyways, I think she goes in my home room class. Plus he's not my type.

"What about Henry?"

Why does he want to know?

"Friend too," Amanda likes him, he likes her, perfect couple.

"Matt?"

Maybe...okay no.

"Hot and nice, but no," my reply caused him to raise an eyebrow.

"Hot? It's the first time I heard you used to word 'hot' on a boy," Blake gave me half smile.

"I've been using it a lot lately," in my thoughts that was true, anytime Blake would do something extremely cute, I would find that 'hot'.

"On who?"

I knew exactly what would make him to stop asking questions, and to shut him up completely.

"Ice Reeves," I held back my laughter when I saw him face.

"Okay then..."

Before he could say anything else, I asked my own question.

"What about you?"

"Me? Yeah I really like a girl, and I bet she likes me back, but she's too shy to admit it," he said coolly.

"I thought you liked confident girls," good, I didn't sound upset about it.

"She can be when she wants to, but I think she only pretends," Blake looked away, probably thinking about the girl.

"You know I don't like Ice, I said that so you could shut up," I answered with a grin.

"Being confident are we? Why? You want to impress me?" Blake wiggled his eyebrows, the smirk never leaving his face.

"Impress you? No, I'm just-" reason number one why I'm not confident: Whenever I am, it always has to be a even more confident person I'm talking to.

"You're just what?"

"I'm just...fine I don't even know what to say," I gave up and rolled my eyes.

"I knew it, since when are you so confident?" how can this boy smile for so long?

"Since I...started hanging out with Matt," I gulped, the truth is that I was going to say that it was since I started liking him, but yeah, I can't say that. Not not, at least.

"Then stop hanging out with him, I like my shy girl better," he winked, sending shivers down my body.

See what he does to me?

Wait, is there a book that tells you what to say when there's a completely awkward moment on you life? That would actually be cool...

"Right," I cleared my throat.

"So who do you like then?"

He's seriously not expecting me to tell him is he? I mean sure I could lie, and he would obviously get why I won't tell him. Blake can be an over protecting friend when he wants to be, so if I actually tell him I 'like' Matt he will portably beat the crap out of him. If I lie he's going to keep asking until he gets the real answer, but if I tell him truth, things can get weird and awkward between us, that's the least thing I want right now, I mean everything is cool with all of this drama, so why waste my friendship. Okay no screw this, just tell him.

"You."

Yep, that's not a lie, but I'm going to make it be one.

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(A/N) I know it's super short, but I just wanted to get this up as soon as possible.

Go ahead and hate me for another cliff hanger, but the fun just started. Next chapter is going to be...why tell you guys? Let it be a surprise! :D 14 is my favorite number! You guys don't know how happy it makes me see the votes, it inspires me to write more, thanks Meghan for voting my chapters, I wonder if you vote for all of them :o

Okay I'm done talking 'bout random shiz, love you people so effing much!

-Angel xx

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