~Chapter 17~

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{BLAKE'S POV}

Now I get why people describe as 'fragile and pale' that's exactly how I could describe Bella right now. She had a few scratches; one on her cheek, a small one if her forehead, and one tiny one just below her lips.

But even with that, she's still gorgeous.

Sighing I sat down in the chair next to her bed. I'm wondering why I'm not crying, it's just that...maybe I know she's going to be alright. She is. As much as she likes to be unpopular, everybody notices her. It's funny really, how Bella thinks nobody pays attention to her, when the truth is that almost everybody talks about her at school. That's something I adore about her.

Sitting on the chair next to her bed, I took her pale and cold hand.

Honestly I don't know what I would do without her, she's pretty much the reason I live. I'm such an idiot for not telling her years ago, I was afraid she was actually going to regret me. I've gone soft on her since she came back, I didn't exactly bully her...just made fun of her. It hurts me now, I was juts a stupid little boy who wanted these weird feelings to go away. Bucease...well it was strange.

All my life I've wondered if she feels the same about me, hopefully yes.

Should I wait for her to wake up so I can confess my love to her? Or should I tell her right now? I mean some people say that when they're in this kind of state they can hear you, and will remeber the words until they wake up. Maybe this will be one of those cases, because if not I just told her all my feelings for nothing.

Here I go...

"I love you, it's kind of hard to believe, I know. It was hard for me at the beginning too. But I'm hoping that these feelings I have are mutual. Please, I'm begging you to wake up and tell me, I'll wait for you. All of this started with a silly crush, and now it turned into something big. I love you Bella, you are my world, all I want is to hold you and tell you how much I love you. But I guess I'll have to wait. Good-bye Bells, I'll come back tomorrow," kissing her forehead, I stood up and left the room.

{BELLA'S POV}

I don't know how long I've been out. I don't really know if I'm a live, but I can hear what most people are saying, especially that voice that comes in my mind everyday to say three words that make me want to open my eyes, the only problem; I can't.

As hard as I try, it doesn't seem to be working.

It's really frustrating and I just want to move my hand and open my eyes. But I can' move my hands either.

I know it's sad.

Back to the voice, yes I hear that voice talk to me and tell me about its' day, or anything that's going on on its' life. Quiet interesting I must add.

But something that is always ringing in my head the 'I love you' that it mumbles before fading out. My wonder is who it is, I think I have an idea. Like really, to who else could that voice belong to ? I just want to scream 'I love you too!' but I can't. And there is also other voices and noises that surround me everyday. Like that beeping sound, it's annoying but I got used to it.

Then the shuffling of objects maybe?

It sounds like a person; a doctor or nurse probably, come everyday to check on me and leave quickly. I want to tell them I'm okay, to be honest, I'm not even sure if I'm okay. Everything I saw all day is black, it has become my least favorite color, just so you know.

Also there's this annoyingly funny little voice who visits about each 2 days, the voice always come with another voice who is always telling it to shut up, and that's the reason it's funny.

I wonder why I can't open my eyes. I've been like this what it feels like forever, maybe a few days, who knows.

This goes back to the possibility that I might be dead. Hopefully I'm not.

Here comes the voice!

{BLAKE'S POV}

I opened Bella's room, to find her in the same state. Eyes closed, chest rising and falling, beeping monitor next to her connected to her. It's only been a week and I can't do this anymore. I want her back.

Great not I'm turning into Cher Lloyd.

Amazing song, btw.

"Hey Bells," I said taking a seat n the chair next to her bed. I would ask how she is, but I don't think she will reply to me, so why even bother to.

"Today school was...cool? People say they miss you and hope that you will get better soon. I enjoy their worries, glad to know not us feel this way towards you. We all miss you. If you can hear me, which is more likely, then please. I beg you...to open your beautiful eyes and tell me you feel the same thing I feel for you," I paused taking a deep breath, I continued to tell her more about what's going on on school, home, and with friends.

Weirdly this has become a normal routine for me.

"And that's pretty much it, I ended and stood up.

"I love you do not ever forget that." and with that I was out the door heading for my car, that was parked in the Hospital's parking lot. It's been such a long day *sigh*.

{ZETH'S POV *surprise*}

"Aaaandrew!" I whined carrying out my boyfirend's name.

"Zeth...stop whinning like a little boy," he answered blankly.

Well, ouch.

"I'm not a little boy!" I defended myself, pouting.

"Sometimes you act like one."

Gasping I threw a pillow at him. It him him on the stomach, I started laughing. Andrew chuckled.

"Come here, babe," he said holding his arms open.

Can't say no to a cuddling invitation.

Wrapping his arms around my shoulders, we laid on my bed, just holding each other. While I, listened to his heart beat.

I know, I'm a creeper. But a cute one.

"Zeth?"

"Yes?"

"Um...nervermind..."

"No tell me!" I lifted my head from his chest and stared at him

"No...i-it's not important. I'll tell you later, okay?" Andrew put that half smile that make me melt. Trust me if I was a Popsicle I would've died days ago.

"Fine then, I'll cuddle with you later," I shot myself up, away from him.

"C'mon! Don't be like that!"

"Yes, I am being like that, you little idiot," smirking at my awesome comeback, I turned my back to him.

"Zeth, don't be like that! Please!" he suddenly stood up in front of me.

"I won't...unless you tell me," I giggled.

He looked at me strangely.

"Fine then..." sighing, he continued.

"I love you okay, that's all." Jumping from my bed I faced him.

"AND YOU CALL THAT NOT IMPORTANT!? YOU LITTLE ASSHOLE COME HERE!" and so I pressed my lips against his. Fucking god, I can't get used to amazing dizzy feeling that I get when I kiss him. I'm obviously the girl in this relationship so might as well be proud of it because women are damn wonderful. His lips are just manly, rough, and dominant.

In all the honesty in the word, it drives me crazy (more than I already am).

Once we pulled away, because you know, we need air. I looked into his eyes and smiled.

"Me too idiot, I love you too," and I just pulled him in a hug. He laughed and kissed my cheek, hugging me back.

"I'm sorry, the word just came out. Our love is the most important thing to me." blushing like mad, I nodded, not really knowing what to say- Oh wait I know.

"Same, now let's go get ice cream,"

"I'll pay," he pecked my lips twice.

"I wasn't going to pay anyway," shrugging I grabbed his hand and dragged him downstairs.

"MOTHER WE WILL BE BACK! WE SHALL GO EAT ICE CREAM!' funny thing, my mom is not even home.

I'm such a funny guy. Zeth the Comedian.

We walked to the ice cream shop, holding hands and skipping; well I skipped. Andrew mentioned something about being mature because people are staring.

"They are staring. 'cause they're jealous. Don't let those bitches get to you," was my simple answer.

Once in the entrance of the shop, Andrew held the door open for me. I saw a girl looking at us.

"Wut? I know I'm freaking hot, but stop it. I'm engaged to Harry Styles," I showed off my invisible ring. She looked at me strangely before looking away.

See? Jealousy, I get to marry the freaking curly sexy head with green eyes and she doesn't

"Um, Zeth? I got a call from Logan..." I turned my attention to a guy who is right not occupying Harry's place; and maybe will for a long while.

"Yeah?"

"Bella woke up."

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Dun dun dun...!

Man, I have nothing. My typical sorry? Yuppers. Sorreyyy! Sorry if is short or bad or anything. Yay added some Zandrew fluff? He he he.... LOVE YOU ALL! LITTLE ANGELS <3333

Flipping school, it's making my laziness kick in.

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