Chapter 25- Late Night Phonecalls

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It was about nine o'clock on a Saturday night, I gazed out of our apartment window only to spot the bright lights from Santa Monica pier and the dark ocean waves that contrasted to the bright stars in the sky. I ran my hand through my hair and wiped the tear stained checks wondering if Tori was okay. We had a fight before she left.
I couldn't bear to lose her. Not now.
She had left for a tour date again and I was cuddled up on the sofa silently sobbing to Tori's album, hearing her voice made me feel like she was there with me-because she was all I wanted.

Suddenly I heard my phone ring and I rushed over to grab the phone that buzzed onto the coffee table.
As soon as I hit the green button I heard Tori's soft yet shaky voice speak quickly "y/n" She whispered and I could tell she was in a similar state that I was in.
"Tori-" I was about to reply before Tori cut in"
"Y/n-Im sorry. Ever since I left this morning I have been wanting to tell you how much you mean too me. I didn't mean any of the thing I said and I fucking love you from the bottom of my heart and I hope you know that too y/n" She sobbed I to the speaker and I soon felt the hot tears trickle down the side of my face as I wanted to hold her so dearly and tell her everything's gonna be okay.
"Of course I do."
I heard a slight chuckle yet I knew Tori still wasn't right "You don't know how much I wanna hold you right now" She whispered and I couldn't help but allow the tears to flow even more.
"I feel the same Tor-Im so sorry for what happened and to clarify I would never let you go. I can't face losing you and I if ever did I wouldn't know what I would do anymore."
I spoke and soon Tori responded soulfully "neither would I"

After a slight pause for once in the day I felt better, that everything with Tori was going to be okay. Even her voice coming from the phone gave my butterflies and warmth and I longed to hold her. I felt the need to protect her from the world and never ever hurt her. I would hold her until the end of the world. Just staring into her bright brown eyes of wonder, I could explore every universe of hers, I could get to know very single speck of her face in detail, I could memorise the pattern of her lips on mine in a heartbeat. I would scan over every single strand of blonde curled hair-even though it was naturally brown. I could study her scent in depth and catch every emotion of hers in a second. I would kiss her and never get bored of the taste of her lips on mine. How her bottom lip sticks out a little and the little dimple she has on her left cheek. Even the small beauty mark she has under the tip of her right eyebrow. I would know every single curve in her hands and how they fitted into mine so perfectly, and how she would study me just the same.
Now thats love. Time would be everlasting.
"Y/n I wrote a song..and I want you to hear it" Tori spoke uneasily.
I quickly sat up straight and nodded as my heart sped up and fluttered in anticipation.
"Of course-sing" I spoke, longing to see her face as she chuckled lightly into the phone.
I heard her grab the guitar and pluck the string before I heard a slight pause before her words.

[Imagine the song acoustic version, just Tori and the guitar]
🎶Beautiful
You are stronger than you know
Oh, you're something beautiful

Know you're hurting and you feel like all is lost
Heart is burning from the love that's been cut off
But day light comes in and time for you is all I got
And I promise you'll get through this, you can do this

Because all that you need
Is a little room to breathe

Breathe in and let it go, oh
Your tears are not for nothing
Let them fall off
In every tear drop there is something beautiful, oh
You are stronger than you know, oh
Oh you're something beautiful

Fighting shadows, in a game that you can't win
Losing battles, in a war under your skin
It's just a blessing in disguise
Without darkness, there is no light
Just hold on a little longer, and I promise you'll get through this

Because all that you need
Is a little room to breathe

Breathe in and let it go, oh
Your tears are not for nothing
Let them fall off
In every tear drop there is something beautiful, oh
You are stronger than you know, oh
Oh you're something beautiful

Can't feel the love without the pain
The sun wouldn't matter without the rain
You're not required to carry the weight
So let it go, here's my hand to hold
At the end of it all, there's a smile for you waiting
So...

Breathe in and let it go, oh
Your tears are not for nothing
Let them fall off
In every tear drop there is something beautiful, oh
You are stronger than you know, oh
Oh you're something beautiful

(Let it go, let it go)
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
(You're something beautiful baby, and you better believe that)
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
(You deserve it all)
You're something beautiful
You're something beautiful
(Don't let them tell you you're not
Just give it all that you got
Cause you are more than enough
You're something beautiful)🎶

She finished and I smiled widely as it was so amazing. "Wow Tor, I loved it" I felt a tear prick at my eyes again and I heard Tori speak back "Glad to know you liked it" and by the way she spoke I knew she was smiling too.
"I was thinking I could use it for an Unbreakable Smile re-release?"
I nodded to my self, and feeling stupid as I knew Tori couldn't see me "Omg yes Tori, you should" and I smiled once again.
"You know y/n, I was thinking about things earlier-before what happened-and I wanted to ask you if maybe I could take you to Italy on our one year anniversary" Tori trailed off and I reply within a heartbeat "Oh my, of course, that would be amazing" I smiled again and knew Tori was doing the same.
"Yeah? You down for that? cos then I can book it and make sure thats when I don't have any studio sessions and I don't have any tour dates at that time" Tori spoke ever so softly and I longed for her embrace even more.
Our one year anniversary is only 4 months away and it seems so crazy to think its been a year since we kissed for the first time.
"Of course" I spoke breathlessly as I remembered the moment.
That was a perfect moment, exactly the same as every moment we share. Good or Bad, to know Tori's there-Everything's all right.
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Hiya it's been so long, but I managed to write, I am so amazing at how much people have read this, I love u all and thanku so much xx
Just to let you know the Werewolf Tori Oneshot has been 3/4 written and it will b published I promise, I'm busy and updates will b rare but I will still keep going and publishing new chapters xxxxx

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