Silhouette of Sparks

Prologue

Prologue:

Mom told me not to go. She said it was better with her and me together with Charles; her fiance. I didn't want to interfere with them both doing their thing at all. For this reason I booked a ticket to go to my birth father in New York, Max. I visited him before actually every year after the divorce. I guess it was OK there with him, I received more freedom and didn't really get nagged around as much with him around. This visit was gonna be long maybe i'll even think about staying.

 He was a lonely man and I thought I could be enough to fill his empty spaces up. Never found anyone else he loves besides mom. He lived in a two bedroom house perfect for me and I was willing to help him tidy up and make it look more decent. Obviously the second bedroom was mine. What I loved about it was it had my own bathroom. So it means I wouldn't have to share it with other people.

I felt like a pain in the head around with mom, anyways. Winnie shes so clingy with Charles and I guess I did feel like a third wheel. Although, Winnie did tell me to stay, she said 

"Sweety it would feel a burden without you around, you are a part of us and you should stay to welcome Charlie" ugh Charle's, I never liked him it was always like an ungrateful feeling towards him. A feeling explainable. He was nice to me. Actually way too nice. Always up my nose asking about everything that I probably didn't even tell the closest of friends. 

I'm not saying i'm not happy for mom in any sort of way but I actually thought that she could've went for somebody a little better. She described a man she me she met in yoga class as so manly and handsome but when I met him he was an inch taller than me and had no sense of style and his breath smelled like uncooked pasta. Manly.