dear namjoon, | namjoon ✔

entry #23.

dear namjoon,

i was supposed to confess to you but i got scared. 

i got afraid of rejection. 

i should've been prepared for that. 

silly me.

i saw you earlier at lunch though, talking and laughing with some girl. i kept telling myself that she is just your friend. 

nothing more, nothing less.

but i was wrong when she kissed you on your cheeks.

ha ha. i'm always two steps behind.

i hope, this time you're happy. 

i hope this time she won't hurt you. i hope this time she stays by your side, always.

congrats, again.