Anthology: My True colors and just Life

Trust

Standing and waiting, 

For this moment to end,

He says I must,

But I never can,

I don't think it will ever help,

I know I must try,

But where to start.

I can't go up and suddenly ask,

I'm too shy and scared,

To come out of that darkness,

That suddenly and will never end,

I am sorry,

But I can't,

Just walk up to you and ask.

I know you might not,

Understand the issue,

But I have problems,

I can't go up and be just me,

I have to hide and be the other me,

The one not scared and not cower,

But laughs and plays for awhile.

I don't want to continue on,

My path might just end here, 

Ripping the courage I once had,

Never again since that day,

I am not smart, 

And I hate to disappoint, 

But I might stay in my tunnel,

Where no one s around,

Or near. 

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Author's Note:

Hey everyone, I know this one isn't the best, but I hope you enjoyed.

-Alittlebit_Lizard