hello. me again.
sorry for ranting a lot. i just have a lot on my mind. thank you. basically ross has more swearing than me because i don't swear much.
so here is a story. i went to a new school this year after graduating. i had this person whom i disliked and i was happy because i thought i wouldn't have to see her anymore. but guess what?
[sorry for caps]
BECAUSE OF MY BAD LUCK, I HAVE TO SEE THAT PERSON.
i really like hate this person because i have bad memories because of this person, and yes i may have done things to her when she hated me but it really hurt my pride. i was broken. depressed. hurt.
so imagine when i go to a new nice school (the one where all my racist new classmates are) and i see the person i hate, or called ENEMY.
i'm sorry if japanese are supposed to be nice & polite all the time but i want to let this out. please forgive me.
THIS ENEMY is troubling me. i can't concentrate, and her weird dumb friends are just coming to my class and befriending my classmates. then i'm going to be a laughing stock in school. i am. i am. i am.
i'm crying now. i can't help this.
why am i strange and abnormal? why does me being japanese have to affect you? why?
WHY. WHY.
WITHOUT THAT PERSON IT'LL BE EASIER FOR ME.
i'm sorry if you are reading this, but these are my thoughts. really. i try hard to put on a fake smile but in the end i tumble down.
