dear brendon [rydon]

3.02.15

3.02.15

you're so fucking stupid. oh my god.

of course i like you, you fucking idiot. i love you!! i've loved you for years and years!! you are my sunsets and my pictures and my laughter lines, you are red and blue and the color of the sunset on the ocean. you are l.a at night and new york at noon, you are torrential downpour and skinned knees, you are spilled ink and blank pages and childhood memories. you are hot chocolate and kissing under blankets. you are poetry and starlight and new music. you are eyeliner and universes and the hormones cocaine releases. you are fall out boy's new songs, you are the way pete looks at patrick, you are song lyrics i write at 2:33 am in an empty parking lot somewhere when i should be sleeping, you are warm sheets and cold pillows. you are cosmos and galaxies and constellations and stars and planets and countries and everything.