Love Is Tough, But It's Contagious

Chapter 17: Operation What? What Operation Are You Guys Talking About?

*Hayley*

"Are you and Perrie Edwards dating?"

"Are you lesbian?"

"What happened to your twitter silence?"

"Where is Niall Horan?'

"Why did you and Niall break up honestly?"

"Why has Niall been crying?'

"Why isn't your performances top notch anymore?"

"Why did you dye your hair blue?"

These are one of those times where I wish Niall was with me.

I remember when he went with me when I went to really visit my mum.

*Flashback*

"Niall, I don't think I can do this." I whisper as we stood outside her door.

He faces me. "Hayley, you can do this. I know you can. Do this so that you can finally be in peace with yourself. Once and for all." He tells me.

I bite my lip as I squeeze his hand tightly.

I knock seven times. How original right?

"Hello?" She answers the door.

I take a deep breath. "Hello mum."

She stares at me surprised. "I didn't know you were coming."

I nod entering the house with Niall behind me. "It was meant to be this way. I just wanted to talk ya know?" I ask sitting down on the couch.

She nodded. "Would you both like some drinks?"

"A tea will be fine." Niall and I say at the same time.

She nods heading into the kitchen and quickly enters with our drinks as well as a cup of tea for herself.

"Here you go."

I grab the cup quietly. "What would you like to speak about?" She asks curiously.

I sigh. "I just wanna know why you gave me up for adoption. Why you gave up on me. Why you dealt with me that way..." I mumbles.

She nods in understandment. "Lenni, is it alright if I call you that?"

I nod. "Lenni, when I pregnant, I didn't know I was having twins. I wanted to keep the pregnancy a secret. I went through a lot, and as you found out last time you came, you have an older sister named gemma. When I found out I had twins. I panicked. I didn't and I couldn't be strong enough to deal with twins. So I chose the one that came first, and so that I wouldn't get too attached I told the nurse to name you Edward, and if you were a girl to name you Hayley Lenni. It was so I wouldn't get so attached."

I stars at the ground. "But because of you're :I couldn't deal with twins: attitude, I went thriggh a lot through my life. I bet you don't even know half." I shake my head.