Warrior

If it stopped, would you miss me ?

Hi, my name is Danielle, but I hate it so I'm Dani! No one has called me Danielle since my step-mum and dad. Well biologically my dad is my parent, but my mum is not anyway really I'm alone, nothing to do with them unless they want to 'play games' I'm used to them now through-out most of my life, I've had to keep many secrets from so many people, it was hard, but I managed it. I'm 15 years old, I have... Well I had an older sister called Delce, she was not strong enough, well that's what she told me when I was 10 then she killed herself that night.

*flashback*

I ran upstairs from yet another day of school, it was so bad today everything was getting worse, my only friend is Bailey! No one likes us, no one likes me anyway, they talk to her like a normal person and she's 'not with the right friend' and that they're better, but she stuck by me again. I kind of feel bad for her, having to stay with me. I'm always in the way.
As I got to the top of the stairs where mine and my sisters rooms were I heard crying from her room so I walked in there instead of going to my room, I saw her bathroom door open and I went there, she looked up with tear stained cheeks and a piece of paper saying 'Dear family'. I questioned her on why she was upset but she just said,
"It's okay my little warrior, I'm just not strong enough to fight my battle this time." And that is when she told me how she has felt weak for a long time, but I kept her strong and as long as I'm strong she'll be here looking after me.

The next day my step-mum (Mandy) and dad (Billy) told me she had gone to heaven, a nice place with Angels, they said 'that she was an angel now' ...

*flashback ends*

That's when my so-called 'parents' where nice...

I'm her little warrior and I'll never forget that, but I still blame her a little, which I feel guilty about, but since she left everything went tits up! Mum and Dad started to drink.. A lot! They then started beating me and dad would sometimes rape me. It fucked me up big time, but one day, today I was gunna end it. If it stopped, no one would miss me right ?