Chapter 7: Standing up for myself...really?

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Niall P.O.V
“bye mom, goodbye Greg” I yelled when I ran out of the door. I can’t wait to see Rose again, I half walked and half ran to get to her. When I finally saw her I automatic smiled. She smiled when she saw me, and she began to run straight to me. “Niall” she said and hugged me. “Rose” I whispered, while my face was in her hair. She pulled apart from the hug and looked at me straight in the eyes. “how are you feeling today? Does it still hurt?” she asked while she was trailing her hand on my stomach and chest.” Ehm, only a little bit, but I’m used to it, so I barely notes the pain anymore.” I said. She just nodded her head and hugged me again. After a few minutes of hugging, we decided to go to school. We talked about anything while we were walking. I had been hesitated if I should take her hand. But I finally did it and Rose immediately intertwined our fingers. I looked down at our fingers and smiled at little. Her hand fits with mine perfectly. After we have walked what feels like a half an hour we were at school. I quickly let go of Rose’ hand and looked down. “Niall what’s wrong?” she said. I looked up and met her eyes. “I’m sorry, it’s just I don’t want you to feel like you have to help med and that, and if-“ I said but was cut off by Rose’ soft lips on mine. “Niall, I don’t give a damn about how other people are thinking. I only want to spend my time with you. Those jackass can shove their heads up in their ass, I don’t care.” She said and took my hand and intertwined our fingers. We walked in to the building. I was terrified as usually and tried to hide, but Rose gave my hand a squeeze  and mouthed “everything is going to be okay” I shyly smiled. We were almost at class when we saw her. Holly…shit! Rose tightened her grip on my hand. “well, well isn’t it Niall Horan and  miss Calder” Holly said. “ aww..Look at those two, holding hands. I can’t believe you really sank this low” she said while looking at Rose. Ouch! That stings! I looked at Rose and saw angers in her eyes and..WAIT WHAT?!ANGER? ”Well, well isn’t it slutty Holly bolly” Rose spat. Man she was tough! I smiled and looked at Holly. She looked surprised and then she turned to me. “Niall you have to make these test, and have them done by Monday” she said sternly. Suddenly I felt stronger and then I did something I never thought I would do. “No! Make your own homework, Holly. I’m done.” I said. Wow Niall, did you just stand up for yourself? I think you did! Holly stepped a few steps back and shock. “What did you just say?” she asked, still in shock. I smiled and said. “I said that you can make your own homework’s, because I’m done!” Holly looked mad and surprised at the same time. Rose gave my hand a squeeze, telling me that I did the right thing. Holly and her friends turned around and quickly ran in to the classroom. When we couldn’t see them anymore, Rose jumped up and down and hugged me. “omg, Niall did you see Holly’s face when you told her off?” Rose squealed. I smiled and nodded. Man I’ve only known Rose for almost two days now, and she already have change me and helped me a lot. I’ve never thought I would turn Holly down, but I did and it felt great to be free. Rose and I headed off in to our class, we both had chemistry. We found our seats and our teacher walked in. “good morning everyone, today are we all going to see a movie about the different chemicals, so please be quiet, and when the movie is done I have to go, because I have a meeting. We all nodded and our teacher turned the light down and he started the movie. Rose sat beside me. she leaned her head on my shoulder and took my hand which was in my lap and intertwined our fingers. I smiled. After about an hour later and a tad sleepier, because of this boring movie we finally had a period off. “So Rose what do you want to do now?” I asked while we were walking down the hall. My arm around her shoulder. She shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know? We could go outside?” she said. I nodded in agreement. Surprisingly the weather today was perfect, well not perfect as in the sun was fully on, but better than it used to be here in Mullingar. We walked outside and sat on the grass. I rested my back against a tree and Rose lays between my legs, with her back against my chest and stomach. We talked for a bit and somehow we always got back on what happened this morning with Holly. We laugh so hard. I still can’t believe I turned her down and stood up for myself. After our free period I had math and Rose sadly had English. We stood for a few minutes by my locker. Rose had her books in her bag. I rested my head on her head. The bell rang and I sighed loudly. I really didn’t want to go to math, one because Rose wasn’t there and second because Holly was in my math class. “Niall I have to go, I really don’t want to be late. But promise me something?” Rose said and looked up. “Anything” I said while I was smiling. It was true, I would do anything for her. “Promise me, that you won’t let Holly get to you, remember stand up for yourself”. She said. “Of course I will try, it’s just I’m so scared of her when your near me”. I whispered and kissed her forehead. Rose gave me a quick kiss and ran off in to her class. I sighed and walked in to my class. I found a seat in the back of my class and just waited for our teacher to walk in. I noticed that Holly wasn’t in our class yet, but screw her, why did I even think about her? Niall think about something else…My mind couldn’t focus on other than one person. Rose. I couldn’t help but smile while thinking of her. her beautiful smile, her beautiful eyes and her beautiful long brown hair. Man I can’t believe I got this lucky, considering that nobody ever wants to talk to me or even look at me, except Holly, but she only talks to me when she wants me to make her homework or when she is beating me up, but that’s ending right now! As I said to her before, she can make her own homework from now on. While I was thinking about Rose my teacher Miss Tisdale finally walked in.”Sorry for the waiting class, but I got cut off by something. Anyways today we are going to continue with the same exercise we were doing last time” I grabbed my bag and reached in it for my exercise. Shit! I must have forgot them in my locker. I slowly raised my hand and miss. Tisdale looked up from her desk. “Yes Mr. Horan?” she said when she saw my raised hand. “Ehm, can I have the permission to go to my locker and get my exercise?” I asked. Miss Tisdale nodded and I quickly ran out of the class and over to my locker. I quickly grabbed my exercise in my locker and slammed the locker shut. I rested my back against it for a few minutes. I know I should probably go back to class, but I just can’t focus. I all I can think about Is Rose. After a few minutes I forced myself back to class. I found my seat again and began to do my exercises on my paper. I hadn’t even notice, that there was a person in the seat beside me, but I kind a found out when I heard a voice whisper to me. “Niall?” I jumped in my seat when I recognized her voice. I looked nervously up from my paper and met her eyes. There she was, Holly. “E-ehm y-yeah?” I said. God dammit Niall, remember be calm and have some confident. She looked at me with a confused and sad face. Ha! She probably can’t do her won exercise. That’s her punishment for not making her own homework. I looked away from her and tried to concentrate on my own paper again. I was almost finishing when I suddenly felt a hand on my back, slowly rubbing up and down. What the…?! I looked up and saw Holly; she had some kind of seducible look on her face? What the hell is happening?! What is wrong with her, why is she suddenly like this? I looked away and searched the room for our teacher. I looked back at Holly. “what do you want?” I hissed. She jumped a little, surprised by my little outburst. She stopped rubbing my back and I looked back at my paper again. I suddenly felt a hand on my lap. OMG are you freaking kidding me! I pushed her hand of me and sent her a death glare. I got off my seat and ran out of my class. I ran over to my locker and rested my head against the wall. I closed my eyes and tried to comprehend what just happened. I heard footsteps and opened my eyes. Oh god no! Not again. “Seriously, what the fuck do you want?” I yelled at Holly. She walked closer to me. She trapped me between her and the wall. Oh crap, I really don’t like this… she looked me directly in my eyes while she leaned in. Jesus Christ, what the hell is she doing?! She took my hand and placed it on her waist. I tried to struggle against her, but her grip was pretty tight. Dammit! Her face was inches away and I could feel her breath on my face. She stroke my hair seducible and then said. “I love this side of you, being really tough and trying to stand up for yourself. Its kind a hot. But to answer your question about what I want….let me tell you this…I want you, Niall.” Holy fudge cake! What the heck?! Holly, my bully for god how long, just said she wants me? like hell no! I have a lovely girlfriend, or well we aren’t officially yet, but it is kind a obviously that we have something, and why would Holly suddenly have me?! Ha to bad she can’t I don’t like her anymore like I did before. I finally pushed her away for me. Why the fuck did she even says this? All my entire life, she had been bulling me, made me suffer in pain every day, she even made me wish I didn’t lived and got myself to cut, hell no I don’t want her. Stupid cunt. “Screw you, Holly. I don’t want you. I have a girlfriend, remember Rose, I think you have met her!” I spat. She looked surprised and then she pushed me against the wall again. Did she not hear anything I just said? She slowly reached up to my ear and whispered “I know you have a girlfriend, but you know what I can do and I don’t think you want your little Rose to get hurt, do you?” what the hell. How dare she threaten me with Rose? “What the hell keep Rose out of this?” I whisper yelled. Holly smirked at me and then said. “I will, but you have to kiss me, right now! And if you don’t, well then I can’t promise what will happen or will not happen to your dearest little Rose…” ugh! Why did she do this, she had always hated me. And now she freaking wants me to kiss her? What for? To hurt me or to hurt Rose? No fucking way I don’t want to kiss her, but on the other hand I can’t let her hurt Rose. I guess I will do anything to keep Rose safe…”okay, fine I’ll do it! I said. She smirked. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, not wanted to taste Holly’s lips. But I had to keep Rose safe. Holly took my hands and placed them on her hips and then she slammed her disgusting lips on mine. It was basically only her which kissed me, because I didn’t want this. “Niall, I know you can do better than this, if you don’t kiss me back right now, I certainly WILL hurt Rose!” she murmured against our lips. I mentally sighed and then I did it, I kissed her back. After two seconds of me kissing her back I pulled away and pushed her away from me. “There you go, you got what you wanted, now leave me the fuck alone, and Rose!” I yelled at her, while glaring at her. She smirked at walked away with out saying anything. I leaned my head against the wall again. “what did I just do? I can’t believe this, I kissed my worst nightmare, I kissed the one person I am afraid or was afraid of….I kissed my bully”..I whispered out loud, mainly to myself, considering there wasn’t any people in the hall..oh no, what do I tell Rose?! My eyes went wide open when I thought about her…will she get mad and even finish what we have before it even gets started? “I’m so sorry, Rose please forgive me…” I whispered. I sighed loud and walked back to class..

Hello crazy mofos!! 
finally updating. first of all i know i said i would update twice today, but i can't because i am going to a paaaaarty! but this chapter was kind a long and hard to write, so i hope you would enjoy it! 

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