Laleedj's One Shot Compilation

Fragile Heart

Eyes in tears

one moment had pass, i let it slip
took it all forgranted, all turns dead
she might've changed her mind and then gave up
now i am left alone, crying in the dark

refrain
wish i can say it ain't over
but can we still recover?

this is my last chance
my last chance to let you know what i'm feeling
my last wish of ever holding you in my arms
my last dance with you tonight
this is my last chance
then i'll just say i love you for the last time

keep fighting with my pride all day
just come back to me baby, that's what my heart say
on the corner with my eyes in tears
hoping you are here, just like the past years

still holding on to what we had
but can we still get it back?

this is my last chance
my last chance to let you know what i'm feeling
my last wish of ever holding you in my arms
my last dance with you tonight
this is my last chance
then i'll just say i love you for the last time

I've been dwelling on this pain for so long. Ni hindi ko na matandaan kung kelan ako huling tumawa o kahit ngumiti man lang.

It has been 6 months, 8days, 12 hours simula nang iwanan ako ni Josh. kung makapag emote naman ako, akala mo may KAMI talaga.

Well, josh has been my crush since i cannot remember how long. Na-meet ko siya noong orientation nang freshmen sa school namin. He is very approachable at maasikaso sa lahat. Coordinator kasi siya, he is my senior!

Oo, fourth year siya noon when i was at my freshmen year. He is the schools most responsible coordinator, kasama din siya sa publishing org. He loves to write, kaya parati kong binabasa yung column niya sa school paper namin. Actually, yun lang naman talaga ang inaabangan ko!

At dahil nga sa kagagahan ko sa kanya, pinagsiksikan ko talaga yung sarili ko sa publishing org para lang makasama ko siya. But I was invisible to him until noong araw bago ang acquaintance party nang school namin. Busy kame noon sa pag gawa nang school paper, layout and editing and such.. nang bigla niya akong tinawag..

"Laine Ventura, can i talk to you in my office please?"

Laine Ventura? Ako yun... AKO YUN!! OMG!!

I was overwhelmed just by him calling my name! Mukha akong tanga! Tuwang tuwa na dahil alam pala niya ang existence ko!

agad akong tumayo at dumiretso sa office niya. Para akong nasa cloud nine! Lumulutang yung ulo ko. Daig ko pa yung nag-shabu sa pagka high!

"Yes Josh?"

"Can i ask you a favor?"

"Sure."

"Pwede ba ikaw ang magingnpartner ko for acquaintance?"

Ene dew yeng senenbe nye???

Processing.........

Pwede ba ikaw ang magingnpartner ko for acquaintance?

Pwede ba ikaw ang maging partner ko for acquaintance?

"Laine?"

Snap! Went back to my own self.

"Ok ka lang ba Laine?"

"Yeah.. yes. Sure."

Since then, we started texting. Abot langit ang kilig ko tuwing makikita ko ang pangalan niya sa screen nang phone ko.