The pain in her eyes. The smile on her face...?

The note

It reads
" Jeremy,
I'm sorry for everything, I just thought you should know these few things.
1. I know you loved me.
2. I chose to take my life, I knew the consequences.
3. I love you.
Sincerely,
..."
He starts crying and all of a sudden it hits him. The weight on his shoulder being lifted them all of a sudden he hears a scream. He runs out of his room, and that's when he wakes up.
When he realized that that scream the scream he just heard was hers and it was because of what she saw, him, dead, on the floor, bleeding... Pale. Then he sobs to himself.
I'm done with this life, forever.
All of a sudden he rips all of the wires and tubes out of his arms and nose. He stands up and collapses on the floor. He's dead seconds after, or so he thinks.
When he sees the bright light.
And when he sees her.

He wakes up breathing heavily and sweating, he cant believe he is still alive, when he goes to pull the wires and tubes out for a second and hopefully the last time, he notices he's in restraints. He knows they found him. Knows that he tried again. Jeremy can bear this life anymore.
Why won't they let me go? Why won't they let me just die? I need to be with her again. He thinks to himself.
He starts thinking of different ways to get out of the restraints. Then the doctor walks in.
He has this bitter look on his face like Jeremy cost him valuable, very important time. He looks at him and his bitter face expression changes as he looks Jeremy up and down.
Jeremy POV
I swear to lord Jesus that I saw a tear roll down his cheek, but he turns around to look at his computer monitor before I can look any closer.
Does he feel bad for me? Is he having a bad day? Do I remind him of himself at this age? What is it? WHY WAS HE CRYING? I'm getting caught in my thoughts again.
"Jeremy?" The doctor asks me as if he has the wrong room.
I try to talk but the words won't come out so I just simply nod and look at him softly, almost sympathetically.
"Do you wanna talk?" He asks me slightly confused but loudly. I wince at the volume of his voice, but then nod again.
"Well why don't you give it a try? Are you okay with that?" He asks me.
"Y-y-e-a" was the only thing that came out. I try again,"A-r-r-e y-you
o-ok-okay?" I stutter out softly.
He nods the looks at me as if he knows that I know he's lying.
"A-are y-you su-sure?" I ask him slightly louder. He shakes his head letting me know that he was (for a fact) crying a couple of minutes ago.
I go to lift my hand, when my arm doesn't lift I'm reminded about the restraints. I give the doctor a pleading look, but he just looks at me sadly and whispers "I'm sorry" he then let's me know that he has to be going for the night and that he'll be back to check on me in a couple hours. He loosens the fabric around my wrists and legs but not enough for me to 'escape'.
Jeremy you have to find out why he was crying. You just have to. Maybe you can help him, make him feel better? Or something.

And with that
He falls asleep.

Hey my pretties. *frantically waves*
How are you guys? Anything interesting happening in life lately?
I wrote this on like the longest day ever.
VALENTINES DAY *sticks tongue out in disgust*
EWWWWW LOVE!!!!!!!!!!
Well just thought I should ask you guys for some help, so I have no clue where this story is going. So will you guys help me? Please?* begs pleadingly*
Well just message me or comment on this story with any ideas and I'll try my best to incorporate them.
*insert inspirational quote here*
* waves at you*
Bye beautiful people ❤️❤️🙃🙃