A/N. The chapters in this story will starts out pretty short but gradually get longer as the story goes on... Chapter has thoughts of cutting and possible suicide attempts. THIS MAY BE A TRIGGER IF SO MESSAGE ME AND ILL TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENS. 💙💙❤️❤️I love you my pretties A/N
Everywhere Jeremy went he had people apologizing to him. He was tired of it, it had been a total of 3 weeks after " she" killed herself and he wanted to be left alone already.
" Jeremy I'm so sorry, if you need anything I'll be here for you"
" Jeremy, I'm sorry."
" I know how much you loved her"
" JUST SHUT UP ALREADY!!" He screamed at people. He couldn't take it anymore. He sat in his thoughts thinking what will take the pain away? Why couldn't he think of anything? Then it popped into his mind I promised her I wouldn't, but I have to, it's the only way to reduce the pain. I'm sorry. He ran the rest of the way home, running to his room to find the blade he had for so long forgotten about.
He hugged himself before taking the blade and placing it in his arm. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. He began to cry. He began counting again. Placing the blade lightly against his precious skin. One. Two. He was shaking, he couldn't do it. He put the blade down. He ran to the only other person he could trust. His sister. It had been a long long time since they had spoken to each other.
Knock knock knock knock... Silence.
Knock.
He was just about to turn around and walk away when he saw the door open, and there she was, his sister.
" Jeremy? What brings you to my door step? Did something happen? Who do I need to kill?" She smirked and let her brother inside.
Jeremy started to cry, harder and harder. He couldn't do this on his own anymore.
Chloe closed the door and hugged her little brother.
" It's okay, I'm here for you, cry
All you need too okay?"
" I can't take it, she's gone me she's never coming back." He sobbed loudly.
" You look terrible, have you eaten?"
He shook his head, and slowly stopped crying.
" He ran to her kitchen and slid down the wall eventually sitting on his butt.
" She's gone. Chloe?" He said to his sister. " Could you kill me so I can be with her?"
" No Jeremy I will not kill you to be with her, it's not your time yet okay? She isn't coming back and I can't make you go with her, she obviously didn't know you cared about her this much. Did you ever tell her you loved her?"
" no..." He mumbled " I didn't tell her" Jeremy your such an idiot, she killed herself because she didn't love you, maybe if you had told her Jeremy thought to himself.
" Chloe? "
" Yeah? What's up?"
" Why did God let her die?"
~ Thats all for today folks I hope your liking my story.. I know it's bad.~
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The pain in her eyes. The smile on her face...?
AcakAll he could see was a hanging best friend and a slight smile on her face. She ended it all in seconds. Because it was the only thing that made her happy. He thinks.
