Destiel High School FanFiction

Friends

When Dean was in school and talking to Crowley, he tried to focus on his conversation with him. But he always had to think about Cas and what had happened. Cas hadn't even looked at him once today and that made Dean feel really bad. The problem was that Crowley seemed to notice.
"What's going on with you? First you're being all rainbow happy and now you look like someone just blew up your car?"
"Nothing. I'm alright.", Dean lied.
"No. You're not. Is something wrong with Lisa?"
"God, no. I mean something's definitely wrong with her, but not in the meaning of her and me."
"Why are you even dating her if you don't like her that much? Or do you like her and just being a douche?"
"No, I'm not really into her."
"Are you into someone else?"
"No."
Crowley always knew when he lied, so it didn't surprise Dean when he got pissed.
"If you don't wanna tell me, alright. But don't lie to me.", Crowley stood up and wanted to walk away, but Dean stopped him.
"Okay, yes. I'm into someone else. But I'm not ready to tell you, okay? You know I've never really been into anyone. I hope you understand that I'm still figuring this all out."
Dean meant the gay thing, but of course Crowley didn't know that.
"As long as you don't lie to me, I'm fine."
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"Wow. That was pretty badass, man", Kevin said impressed, after Cas had told him and Charlie about his fight with Dean.
"I wouldn't say that", Charlie said in response to Kevin's reaction, "I think it was kinda hard. I mean, I know how it is to have your first gay experience. For some people it isn't that easy."
Cas held his head in his hands. He wasn't used to think about things like this. Everything was easier before Dean finally realized that Cas existed. But he wouldn't want to change it. Maybe it was easier, but it also was lonelier. Actually he only wanted Dean back. But he also couldn't take the lying any longer.
"Look, Cas, I know this is hard for you. But I think it is hard for him, too. Maybe you should at least listen to him.", Charlie said.
"What? So you are on his side now?", Cas asked a little pissed.
"I didn't know there were sides?! I just think this makes both of you unhappy, so why keep on with this and not just talk about it?"
"They've already talked about this if you haven't been listening to him.", Kevin said, clearly being bored of talking about Dean all the time.
"I just never thought I would fall in love with him like that. I mean, of course, I always liked him and had a crush... but that it would grow so fast..."