Sorry Or Not Sorry?

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"I'm sorry.", Dean broke the silence that had been there for the first five minutes now. Cas wanted to say something since class had begun but nothing would come out.
"For what?"
"Yesterday. Me showing up at your house like that. And everything that followed after that. Especially that I ignored you this morning. And... the kiss... I don't want you to think anything wrong here."
"It's okay. I understand it."
"No. I mean it. I have to stand up for my actions."
"I'm fine. Really. You don't have to apologize."
"You sure?"
"Yes. I'm sure."
"Good. But I think we have to meet again after school if we want to get the presentation finished in time."
"Sure. Today? At yours?"
"Yeah. I'm just gonna take you with me after school."
"Okay, but now let's work."
Cas didn't know why he wasn't angry anymore. But it didn't seem right for being mad at Dean for ignoring him. Especially when he was the one stopping the kiss yesterday. Cas was sure that he will never get a chance to kiss Dean again. But he'd rather had him as a friend than as someone who broke his heart. And that is what Dean would have done if Cas hadn't stopped the kiss. Because Dean just wasn't into Cas.
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After school they've been driving to Deans house and eaten together with Sam, some soup that Dean had made. Sam and Cas both thought there was to much salt in it, but both didn't say anything because they didn't want to hurt Deans feelings. After they had eaten all up, Dean went to wash the dishes and Sam was talking with Cas.
"So Dean stayed at yours last night?"
"Yes."
"Dean really must trust you. He never slept anywhere but here or at Bobby's. Not even at Crowley's house and they've been best friends since.. forever."
Castiel wanted to answer but after the doorbell ringed, Sam went to the door. He opened and a blonde girl, probably Sam's age, was walking in.
"Jess and I are in my room!", Sam shouted so Dean could hear it.
"Alright!", he shouted back.
Then he came out of the kitchen and sat down with Cas to work on the project.
"Good, I hate Chemistry.", Dean moaned.
"Yeah, me too."
"Really? I thought you were just.. good at everything."
"Then you don't know me like you think you do. There's probably much that you don't know about me."
"Yeah? Something like you're an alien on a secret mission on the earth to find humanity's weakness?"
"No. I'm an angel of the Lord that is here to kick some ass."
Cas laughed, but Dean didn't. But then Cas remembered.
"I'm sorry. I didn't want to.."
"It's fine. I know you didn't. But now let's keep working, I want this shitty project to be over."
Cas was a little bit hurt. Did Dean want this project to be over, or did he want the time he had to spend with Cas to be over?
"Finally!", Dean shouted when they had finished their presentation.
"I would love to celebrate, but I've got to work in half an hour.", he added.
"That's fine."
"But I'm gonna drive you home. That's the least I can do."
"I'm not complaining."
Dean smiled at Cas and stood up. Then they walked to Deans car and he started it.
It wasn't a long way, but still Cas loved to watch Dean driving. To watch his muscles, every time he had to turn right or left. It was probably the last time he would be sitting with Dean in his car. So he enjoyed it.
"There we are."
"Thanks for driving me home."
"No problem."
Cas got out of the car and walked to the front door.
"Cas! Wait. Come here for a sec."
Cas walked over to the drivers door and looked confused at Dean who had just pulled down the window. Then Dean grabbed Cas at his red sweater he liked so much and kissed him. Cas didn't expect this. It wasn't a long kiss but it was effectively.
"What happened to 'Sorry that I kissed you'?",Cas asked still being shocked.
"Yeah, I lied about that. But now go, I have to get to work."
Dean pulled the wheel over and drove away with a smile on his face. Cas was still frozen. Never ever had he expected this. Never. But what did this mean now?

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