Destiel High School FanFiction

A Talk

"Your front door was open and I just... well... I think we really should talk.", Cas said after Dean didn't answer his question. Cas wanted to ask about the picture but didn't.
"You want to talk?", Dean asked while getting a few steps closer so they were standing in front of each other.
"I heard you. When you talked to Jess. I know what happened with Sam. Why didn't you tell me?"
Dean didn't answer. Instead he looked embarrassed at his feet.
"Okay you don't want to tell me. Then tell me what you were doing today in the hall. Why you couldn't just let Lucifer do what he wanted to do?", Cas asked again.
"I couldn't, because I care about you. Because I couldn't see you being hurt again. Because... you were right about everything."
Cas was still thinking about what to answer, when Dean took a step closer and cupped Cas' face with his hands.
"God, I am so sorry", Dean said,"Everything I've done and still I hope you could forgive me. I'm so sorry."
"I was never mad. I don't have to forgive you. Dean, I knew what risks I had to take, being with you. And yeah, maybe it would be easier if I just would let it go. But I don't want to. I don't regret anything. Well, maybe being mad at you for not breaking up with Lisa. I overreacted."
"No you didn't. Actually, I just broke up with her. I should have broken up with her the minute I met you. I just... I don't know. I realized something."
Dean looked Cas in the eyes and Cas had a really hard time concentrating. Especially now, that Dean started smiling.
"What did you realize?", Cas, also smiling, asked.
"I need you, Cas. And I don't want to be without you.", Dean answered with such a look of relief in his eyes.
"I love you.", Cas said after taking a deep breath and all of his courage.
Dean smiled. He smiled like he had never smiled before. Then he leaned in and kissed Cas. The kiss was fiercely but also soft. It was like fireworks lighting up the sky. Cas felt really comfortable, but then Dean stepped back, still smiling. He stroked Cas' cheek. Then his smile went a little down, but not entirely.
"You know I'm not gonna say it back?", Dean asked, already expecting the answer to be 'yes'. But before Cas could answer he added, "But that doesn't mean it isn't true."
Cas looked at Dean with wide eyes, filled with the expression of love.
"I just can't say it.", Dean said.
"That's fine. I'm happy as long I'm with you.", Cas said.
"Good. Because I have no idea what to do for the rest of the day.", Dean said smiling and kissed Cas again.
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Before Cas left he wanted to make sure that Dean is alright with being alone.
"So, you're okay with being alone for the night? I mean with everything that happened with Sam?"
"I'll be fine. It's just.. there's nothing I can do about it."
"What if you can?", Cas said, while his face brightend like he got an idea.