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Damn you Eli. I looked up at my mate.
"You can reject me now."
"Are you serious?" he looked at me with a hurt expression.
"I know you'll do it eventually. I'm not pure for you. I'm used and broken. How could you possibly want me?" I look him directly in the eyes.
"I don't think I could ever reject you, love"
"And I don't think I'll ever be able to live you or trust you. He was someone I trusted and now I'm ruin and used. Please just leave me alone for now. Maybe we could be fri-"
"Don't you dare say friends. I could never stay just friends with you."
"Well, you also shouldn't be with me. I have to much baggage. Just smell me and tell me what you smell, maybe then you'll see you shouldn't love me." I looked down at my slipper boots. I hear him take a whiff and then I hear a gasp.
"You're PREGNANT!" he yelled.
I could hear the anger in his voice as he yells. I flinch when I hear some crashing noise. I look to see what he broke and on the ground in what seem like a billion pieces is Momma's favorite vase. As soon as I hear another crash I close my eyes began to cry. I knew he didn't want me.
All I hear is yelling, as I'm now shaking I'm crying so hard. I feel someone coming towards me and I back up until the back of my knees hit my bed. I start screaming for Eli as soon as the poison is touching me.
"Mate, you need to calm down. I'm sorry for scaring you. Please baby calm down."
"What the hell did you do to my fucking sister?!" Eli yelled.
"I didn't mean to. She told me about her being pregnant and I just can't-" he was interrupted by Elliot.
"What? She's not pregnant! She took a test and it said negative." Elliott said.
"Sniff her if you don't believe it."
I close my eyes tighter wishing they would disappear. When I hear some sniffing and a gasp I know they know. Please moon goddess let me die! I don't want to live anymore. I start to sob and before anyone can react I'm running to my open window and jumping out.
' I'm sorry Eli, Elliott and Lucy. I'll love you forever. Goodbye.' I mind linked my family before crashing to the ground. All I hear is screaming and crying before I welcome the darkness.
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When I open my eyes I notice I'm in a while room and it's very bright. I shut my eyes right before opening them again. When I open them this time I see Eli, Elliott and Lucy but, where momma.
"Momma?" I call out.
"Kat she's gone." Eli said.
With that said, the memories of the next ten years come back to me.
"I'm sorry." I said emotionless.
I feel numb. Why didn't I die? I thought to myself. I jumped 5 stories out of the packhouse. What happen to my mate? Is he gone? Is the baby gone? I looked up at my family and I guess they knew exactly what I was thinking.
"It's family only for visiting. Your mate threw quite a fit when they wouldn't let him back here to see you. As for the baby or babies they are okay." I looked up at Elliott in shock.
Babies.
Babies.
Babies.
I have more then one baby in my stomach. James's babies are in my stomach. Oh god.
"No! No! No! No! No! I can't have them! Please get them out!" I cried to my siblings.
I look up at them with tears rushing down my face. They just look at me helplessly. I can't have his kids, what if I can't look at them because they look like him. Lucy grand my hand and sits next to me on the bed. Elliott grabs my other hand and sits down on the other side. I look around to find Eli but, he's gone . and in comes my mate.
" I never meant to react like that." he said looking sincere.
Lucy and Elliott leave the room and my mate, who I have no idea what his name is.
"Trevor Black. I'm 19 years old and the alpha of the Black Pack."
"Katrina Moon. Call me Kat. I'm 16 years old. Daughter of Alpha Arthur and Helen Moon. They both are gone so my uncle is alpha."
"Please let me get to know you." he begged.
"I don't know if I can." I looked up at him, with tears silently falling.
"Ill do anything. I'll take care of you and the baby and make you happy. I'll do whatever you want me to. I'll take you on many dates. I'll rub your feet when they hurt. Cook for you. Just please let me in. I need you."
"Babies."
"What?"
"It's babies not just one," I looked up at him and pat the bed for him to sit next to me "can you handle that?"
I say there waiting for him to responded.
"Hell yes. I will care for all of you. Just please give me a chance." he begged.
I put my right hand on my tummy and grab his in my left and place it on my tummy next to mine and give him a small smile. with his free hand he wipes my face and kisses my forehead.
"One chance. Please don't mess it up." I say looking in to his eyes.
