My soul now belonged to you. You took it, along with all of my bodily fluids, and put it into your chamber of things. Things that no longer belonged to me. I was OK with that. Things were taking less and less time. Fate was starting to be ready? I think this is what this means.
My heart no longer knew her. In fact, I'd completely forgotten she existed until you said, "where do the two of you stand?". Thinking so far into the future, I played along. "We're standing right in front of each other, silly". You didn't mean us. You meant us. The us that no longer existed. I left things as they were because I felt no need to offer closure. It wasn't deserved on her end and wasn't needed on mine. Problem solved. My turn to ask the same of you. Just weeks ago I consoled your aching being, but just last night you consoled my aching...well, her. Was she still a factor? Did she even matter? Things that concerned me, but weren't going to keep me awake at night. Especially if you continued to put me to sleep the same way every night. I let my mind wander too far..come back, girl.
OK, I'm back.
You told me that she hurt you..well I was hurt too. You told me you still loved her. That, I couldn't relate to. This would be my first of many times stepping into the ring alone. Gloves on, rules known, touch gloves..OK I'm ready. Fight..
It was then. The beginning of a monster I was creating. It was that moment that I would look back on for a while and regret..regret letting her into our ring. Regulation requires two, not three, people. My ends were tied. Yours? The beginning of an unravel.
