Thoughts of a slightly narcissistic soul.

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List of things that make me happy, could be 10, could be 2. I'll stop when I run out. Also its in no order

1. Being ill. Don't know why, but the feeling of a cold or flu is kinda nice. It's just really inconvenient.

2. Waking up in the middle of the night. It is the best feeling ever... Best may be an exaggeration , but I really enjoy those moments I wake up to silence and am alone to think to myself.

3. My immediate family. Whether it is my clone sister, otaku mom ,or toy loving dad; I love all of them. My sister and I are almost always on the same track, and it makes for some.... Pretty great moments. Then my otaku mom, I have know idea how or why, but it's great. I'll be just doing stuff and she will be like, hey lance have you seen this anime/manga? Or I will tell my mom about an anime I've been watching and she will be all like, oh yeah I've read/watched that. Then it's basically like, you watch that too! And we go into a conversation about it like we just found a new nerd friend. And then my dad, basically the person who first said you're never too old for toys. But another noticeable thing is he's cheap. Not in the cense that he doesn't buy good quality things, but more like, oh I found this 300$ item.. And i got it for 25$. He pretty much cons the world. Which is great cuz if I'm looking for something, he usually finds it for like half the asking price. Oh and his amazing (and other worldly quickness) use of puns Is great.

3 friends reaching out to me. I have a constant feeling of, oh my existence is a bother to people I call friends. It can be weird for me to reach out to you, because I feel like I am bugging you. But when a friend reaches out to me, its like a reassurance like "hey you don't bother me. Lets hang out." It makes me happy.

4 forgiveness.

5 selflessness.

*Intermission*