Alpha's Broken Mate

Chapter 3

Jason P.O.V.
I don't know why but I had a bad feeling, like something happened to my mate. So I skipped school and went to the beach to think about everything. When I finally arrived there I sat down and thought about random things like how I am going to tell her the whole werewolf thing and why she cried. The image popped in my head an it literally broke my heart. I don't know how long I laid there but I suddenly heard someone crying. I walked to he noise with a bad feeling. When I arrived at the place where the sound came from it took my breath. I saw my mate sitting in the sand with her legs to her chest (Don't know if you say it like that) and her eyes staring on the ocean.  I was proud and sad at the same time. First because she was my mate and looked just stunning and second because I saw her crying for the second time. Go to mate. Wait a second.
Why the he-.. My wolf was cut of when my angelic mate started singing.

Mary P.O.V.
I don't know why but I felt like singing so I didn't care and started: (play the song)

Little do you know how I am breaking while you fall asleep
Little do you know I am still haunted by the memories
Little do you know I am trying to pick myself up piece by piece
Little do you know I need a little more time
Underneath it all I am held captive by the hole inside
I've been holding back for the fear that might chance you mind
I'm ready to forgive you bit forgetting is a harder fight
Little do you know I
Need a little more time...

'You have a beautiful voice' I turned around just to see Jason staying behind me. I quickly wipped my tears away and put on my fake smile. 'Hey what are you doing here?' 'Don't give me that. I know you cried. What happened?' I looked with shock written all over my face in his eyes but could hide it and looked down. I felt him sit down next to me and hugging me tightly which surprised me. I didn't know what to do so I sit there and just enjoyed the moment. 'Please tell me. I want to help' he begged when he once again looked in my eyes. Do I want to tell him? Can I trust him? You can.I have a good feeling about it. Trust him.
But I don't want to tell him everthing. Just tell him about Anne and Andrew. Maybe not everything but a some parts.

'Do you know this feeling when you are betrayed by the people who were so close to you? Do you know the pain of forgiving the wrong people and see them happy and yourself getting broken? It is unbearable and it destroys you. You want to end everything show them you have feelings too, show them that their happiness is build over your unhappiness. But there is a part of you that holds all of this back and destroys you from inside.' I sat there not daring to look in his eyes. Everyone has the same look, the look of pity. I hate it, I hate feeling so useless and helpless.

After what seemed like hours I dared to look in his eyes just to surprised by his sad and angry look.

I was so confused and he seemed to notice my confusing look and sighed. 'Don't think like that. These people who dare to make you feel this way should be ashamed and disgusted by themselves. No one deserves this feeling. Everyone has a precious life and when you feel down you should remind yourself that there is always someone who catches you and helps you up. You are right I don't know this feeling but still I want to help you want to listen to you and catch you when you fall so if you need time to open up I will wait even if I have to wait for years.' I didn't know I was crying until I felt tears streaming down my face. I have never cried in front of people and Jason has seen me cry twice. But this time this were tears of happiness. I don't know why but I felt comfortable around him and I had this warm feeling inside me like something inside me lights up. 'Thank you. I appreciate that.'