Lila P.O.V.
____________Hmm, I must be awake. I open my eyes and stare at the ceiling.
"Awake now?" My whole body jumps. I turn my head to my left and see all my vamp friends there.
"What?" I question as I sit up I'm my bed.
"Just taking care of our friend." Genevieve says as she ruffles my hair.
"Thanks for the support. " I chuckle.
"Well I dont want to bring you down but I dont want to ignore it either, Lila I don't know what completely happened today but I do know that your not too thrilled about finding your mate." Jacob says with all sincerity.
"It's true." I sigh. I notice everyone's gloomy mood and I instantly brighten up, they shouldn't be sad because of me.
"I'm, fine....... it wasn't over what I couldn't handle." I smile."Yes and that's why we had to bring you home." Eric stands with his head down in the corner of room with his hands in his pockets.
"I.... it was my first time feeling something like I felt today so I just didn't know that the feeling would be that intense...."
"I don't want to ever see your face hurt like I did today. Ever again." Eric sighs as he raises his head and looks at me with no emotion in sight.
I just stare at him and then look down at my bed.
"I know your all worried about me, but I can deal with his stupidity.""I can always rip his bones out." Jacob says with his fists clenched, I didn't realize he was that angry. Why shouldn't he be, I would be too. After all, I'm the only one that has wolf genes. I couldn't have been born fully vampire, but then again. I'm not full of either side.........hmm.
"No. I'll do it myself, although if I don't feel good by myself I will call all of you for back up."I say pretty satisfactory with decision and smile at all of them, they've been there for me since I was born. But of course it's because their parents are part of the eight leaders that are just right bellow my mother, the Queen.
"If Lila knows what she's doing then I'm alright with her taking care of things herself, but....if it ever goes south hill. I won't hesitate to put him underground." Julie responds to probably what everyone was thinking."I'm going to wait until he rejects me. I'll see what options I have then."
Everyone nods not to sure how that would turn out.
In fact....neither was I.
_______________It's Tuesday morning and I don't want to go to school but I'm not going to put it off for that guy. That'd be stupid.
I wear what I usually wear, nerd glasses that I don't need, comfortable black sweats and a warm black hoodie.
I get in my red ferrari as usual and thankfully Julie brought it back from school yesterday. I drive to school. Today seems really calm, vampires are sensitive. You poke a little fun and we'll turn from jello to stone.
I guess that's what it must be.I park my car in any place there's room. I get out and see Genevieve like I do everyday.
"What up chosen one."
"Not until I actually become queen will you stop with that..........What?" I ask unsure. She looks at me some what confused.
"Nothing, it's just......you can't even tell that what happened yesterday affected you at all. Your...... ok." She smiles and puts her hand painted for a high five and I gladly give one to her.
"Huh, yeah I noticed that too. Oh well we can't be sad for stupid reasons now can we?" I smirk.
"Hmm I know you. What are you planning?" She smirks back.
"Nothing really, I'll just wait till he rejects me properly." I say, she nods her head in agreement. Time to head to class.
_____________My classes went pretty smoothly today. Now time for lunch I smile to myself.
Except what I wasn't planning on was getting pulled over and ending up running down the hall with this dushe.
He stops at a random empty corner."Why did you bring me here?" I demand as I take my hand back.
"Angry now are we?" Did you enjoy my little show yesterday?
Damn him, he can mind link me. My nose suddenly gets slapped by his pine scent it reaks within my nose so much it burns. I take a good look at him......so weak. A six pack obviously under his shirt and dark brown hair with light blue eyes. I don't have an inner wolf, yet he mid linked me. The effects of being with him start coming in and I can barely hold myself together with the adrenaline in me. Focus! Your not going to let him tease you like a piece of shit.
"Your little game was stupid." I try to say with no emotion. I slowly regain my stupid brain out of his trance.
"Was it?" He pushes me to the wall and inches closer and closer. His breath is right at my ear sending shivers down my back.
"Go away." I say right to his face and I can see that my words are poking at his ego. Good because the way I see it, he'll soon enough be dead.
He steps back "You think your handling this well aren't you? Well aren't you a little piece of shit." He smirks at me then chuckles. I gulp down the spit in my mouth.
"Just as I thought, worthless. I don't see why mother nature gave the leftovers of dirt like you! ........to me. But it isn't going to last long. I can't be seen with your ugly face. So I'll make this simple." The anger coming off him was so immense that it hit me every time a word came out from his mouth.
"Do it, I won't stop you." I laugh at him.
He looks at me confused."I James-" I cut him off by laughing loud, but I don't stop. I eventually get my throat held against the wall by him. I start choking a bit but calm down.
"I James William Reject You Lila Rose as my Mate." He finishes and my stomach feels as if it's been shook a thousand times.
I drop my head with my arms to my side. I slowly look up and tilt my head. I let my eyes turn red.
"Really? Well in that case I'll reject you too. I Lila Rose accept your ever so sincere rejection." I say with a stupid smile and I start chuckling like crazy, everything that I once felt isn't there anymore.
"Whats wrong with you?! I am Alpha and you will respect me!" His voice is so angry. It doesn't affect me this time. I already disconnected myself from him, he can't hurt me anymore. That's one of the things I like about not being fully wolf. I won't go into heat. I won't suffer. I'll be able to fall in love at my own will.
"I had about enough with you." I say calmly as I turn my head back to look at him straight in the eye. I let my fangs show. His face shows so much confusion it makes me laugh.
"Your a vampire?!" His face slowly turns stone cold.
"Well.....yeah." I chuckle. I hate looking at him, he disgusts me. I grab his neck and push him against the wall with only a speck of my vampire strength.
"Oh aren't you a softy, I might as well kill you here, or..... on the other hand........maybe not. Revenge is always sweet." I let him go and he drops to the floor, I don't care even if he is an Alpha, you don't treat a lady like that. I change my eyes back to brown and head back to the lunch room, luckily everyone is still there.
"Hey guys, man am I hungry." I laugh.
"Well isn't someone happy." Eric says.
"I'm free." I smile. Everyone looks at me with relief.
"Remember I'm not full wolf so if he rejects me and I accept it then the bond that I used to have with him ends....... and that's exactly what happened. " I whisper into Eric's ear. Him and I both look at each other and smile.
Me: I am going to approach this in a slightly more evil way.
There might be some blood, just letting you know.
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I Don't Need You
FantasiJames William. Lila Rose. Eric Velvet Julie Reds Jacob Vladimir Hopefully not cliche. Lila with revenge in her mind, with the power to make it happen. Of course being rejected was all too excpected for her to be, she took it well. But she will neve...