After my he asked my bff to break us up, she did. We got back together later that day. He promised he would ignore the slut. And he did. He still hung out with her but not as much as he hung out with me. We hang out a lot but he was constantly in detention. So we never got to hang out for long periods of time except for pe. Me and my bff we always said he was going to spend the rest of the year. But as normal we were wrong. Anyways I was stupid enough to stay with him I could tell he was lying and deceiving me but I can't bear to stop my heart from loving him and if I tried it would just end up with me mentally broken being ate by a black whole that formed from lack of loving him. I loved him and I thought he loved me.
To be honest I don't know if actually loved me. I could tell he did at the beginning of our relationship. But towards the middle it was a blur. He became more unpredictable than before. He became more closed off I could see pain in his eyes that I knew was real.
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Addicted To Depression
AcakThis is a story of a sad girl aka me without naming the real names of the people I'll tell you why the girl is depressed and how confused about she is about her life.
