i miss you

chapter 7 shawn's POV

"Shawn, honey your muffins are done!" My mom called from the kitchen. I trudged out of bed, and went downstairs. I ate my chocolate chip muffins, and got ready for school.
(skip drive to school)
I got out of my car, nervous and scared. Lauren has a HUGE temper and almost anything can make her mad. I felt kinda guilty at what I was gonna do. But I just had to. I spotted Lauren leaning on her convertible talking with her best friends Dinah, Normani, and Ally. They saw I was coming over, and the girls nodded at Lauren, then walked into the building. "Hey Laur," I began. "Hey hottie." She smirked while scanning my body. "Can I talk to you?" I asked. "About what?" She said. "I don't really want to continue us, I don't think we are a good fit for each other." I said while starting at the ground. "Oh Shawnie, why would you want to end us, we've been together for so long?" Her eyes became watery. "After all we've been through." Now she was getting mad. "I SWEAR SHAWN!" She screamed. "WHY? AFTER ALL I'VE DONE FOR YOU!" Tears were streaming down her face. "After being together for so long, I don't think I still have the same feelings for you like I did in the begging." I stumbled. "JUST FUCKING STOP! DON'T TALK TO ME ASSHOLE!" Lauren said sobbing. "Just leave." Was all she managed to say after that. I decided to just head into the building, frightened at what would happen next.
I guess Lauren texted Dinah, Normani, and Ally, because they kept giving me the death eye & dirty looks all throughout my classes. The only one being cool about this was Ally, who goes to a lot of bible studies, so she know how to keep it cool. All she did was look at me with a hurt face which of course makes me feel even more guilty. Soon enough, it was time for Biology, my only class with Camila.