Fangirling

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It's been 4 days since the boys last break so today they get another one. Well they recorded a little today but came back home. We were all in the living room watching teen mom.

"Hey" I said breaking the silence "I just noticed that I've had time with all of you except Harry" I turned and looked at him.

"Wanna go do something?" He asked

"Actually I need to go to the shops why don't we all go" Louis said helping me up

"I guess lets get ready" I grabbed Ariana. I went into Niall's room and she went into Harry's room. I was looking threw my clothes to find some thing to wear when I heard the door open.

"I'm going to change alright?" Niall asked me

"Sure.." I was looking at 2 different shoes "hey Ni" he came out of his closet just wearing boxers "which shoes match better?' I pointed at my converse and my Jordan's.

"Chucks" he said putting on pants.

"Thanks" I grabbed my clothes and went into the bathroom. I washed my face dried it then did my make up. I decided on playing around with it so I put on light pink lipstick, a tiny bit of blush, ect (picture of make up on side). I straitened my hair then put it in a high ponytail a little of my bangs hanging out. I put on my blue DANISNOTONFIRE shirt. Yes I'm a danosaur I love him so much (he's a British Youtuber look him up) then my dark skinny jeans and my black converses.

I looked at the girl in the mirror. That wasn't me. The girl I knew was always sad,depressed wearing dark clothes no makeup hair was always in her face.

The other girl didn't feel.

This new girl looked confident,outgoing,makeup,dressed like a fashionista,she could do whatever she wanted, but the most important feature that this new girl had was a smile.

The old girl never smiled. Even when they'd try to make her smile. Nothing. I didn't know this new girl.

I sat down on the toilet head in my hands. The new girl was like a costume so nobody would ask her anything. But deep down the old girl was still in there crying.

"Hey you've- everything alright" Niall sat on his knees in front of me.

"Yea I just-"

Don't not now.

He wrapped his arms around me. I went limp in his arms letting him support me.

"I'm sorry" I whispered

"Shh baby it's alright. Wanna talk about it" I shook my head "okay let me see you" he lifted my head "you are the most beautiful person I have ever laid my eyes on" he said seriously

I did a fake laugh "how can you say that?Do you not see me. I'm disgusting! I'm fat I'm ugly I'm stup-"

"God DAMMIT BRIANA! Don't ever fcking say that ever again!" He said his voice loud and accent thick "Bree your gorgeous your perfect. Don't give me that BS right now. Ok? Cuz I don't like seeing you put yourself down. It's not right. Who ever told you this are dcks ok cuz they wouldnt know what true beauty was if it drop kicked them. Come on babe I want those lips to smile for me." He looked in my eyes.

"Niall-"

"Smile babe"

"Don't call me babe"

"Babe babe babe babe babe babe babe babe babe babe"

"Niall!" I smiled

"Like that" our noses were almost touching. He was leaning in and so was I. Wait what was I doing. I pulled back.

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